Friday, February 18, 2005

on blogging, old friends, and everything else

I finally have the time to blog. After weeks of intensive school works (yeah right), and spendin many nights at my groupmates place. I finally have found time for myself. First thing I did? cleaned up my room.. then blog.

But then, I don't know what to blog about. I feel like my brain deteriorated or writing isn't really my thing anymore. But I want to write, I love to blog. If you knew me long before my pansitan days [let's say, more than a year ago], you would know that blogging was a part of my everyday routine. And I was a better person back then. I mean, sure I have matured, but I miss the feeling of telling everyone "hey! I'm here and I have something to say"..

I guess I already have accepted the fact that life do suck sometimes and maybe I really don't need to tell anyone about it anymore. But I guess, blogging runs through my veins ;).

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I met with Anna a while ago. She's a gradeschool friend back when we were still studying in JASMS. It was really fun to see her again. She was one of my closest friends back in grade school and I guess even if we have not seen each other for years (just the ocassional bump at the mall) we still are. We reminisced on how we were back in grade school and how we are right now. We talked about what our former classmates are doing presently. We talked about childhood crushes and petty fights (how one classmate stabbed me in the back with a pencil). I had fun spending the afternoon with her.. and I'm so excited to spend time with her and Gay and our other classmates.

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Percentages:

In Loved: 70% 65% 58% [darn friendster] (yes.. I THINK I'm in love)
Graduating: 85% (yayness!!!)
Happy: 50%
Contented: 60%
Life: 10% (so many things to do...)

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In four weeks time, my life as a student is over (hopefully). Our finals start by March 1 and grades should be submitted to the registrar by March 8...

...I have no idea how to face the real world.

look for a job after graduation?

oficially be a "professional bum"?

wait a month or two or three or more before I apply for a job?

accept my uncle's (and my mom.. and my granma..) suggestion and visit them in the US?

be successful in the career I'll choose?

be happy?

...like I said, I have no idea.

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My current LSS.. *smiles*

I DIDN'T KNOW I WAS LOOKING FOR LOVE
Everything But The Girl


I was alone thinking I was just fine
I wasn't looking for anyone to be mine
I thought love was just a fabrication
A train that wouldn't stop at my station
Home alone, that was my consignment
Solitary confinement
So when we met I was gettin around you
I didn't know I was looking for love until I found you...

*I didn't know I was looking for love until I found you, honey
I didn't know I was looking for love until I found you, baby, oh no
I didn't know I was looking for love
I didn't know I was looking for love

Coz there you stood and I would
Oh I wonder could I say how I felt and not be misunderstood
A thousand stars came into my system
I never knew how much I had missed them
Slap on the map of my heart you landed
I was coy but you made me candid
And now the planets circle around you
I didn't know I was looking for love until I found you...

*

So we build from here with love as the foundation
In a world of tears won consolation
And now you're here there's a full brass band
Playin' in me like a wonderland
And if you left I would be two-foot small
And every tear would be a waterfall
Soundless, boundless I surround you
I didn't know I was looking for love until I found you
I just didn't know

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loves the moon... loves to sing... 21 22 23 24 years old.. scorpio.. loves to talk.. Graduating BUM! ... Junior Consultant.. THOMASIAN... loves her friends.. selfish.. bitchy.. tactless.. loves to watch basketball and plays volleyball, basketball, frisbee, and badminton. Drools over tracy mcgrady, usher raymonds, pharell williams, brandon boyd, vic sotto and the likes. self confessed masochist.. Loves the number one.. emo.. loves drama.. listens to a lot of genre.. from dream theater to patti austin.. easily falls in love.. heart is easily broken.. doesn't believe in courtship.. tries to believe in courtship. plays the guitar.. doesn't know how to drive.. loves the color black.. not really emo but has her own share of emo-ness... ultimate cam whore! missing the drama in my life.. kaladkarin.. simple pleasures in life: caffeine, nicotene, alcohol and very cold milo.

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