Kausap ko kahapon si Basti at pina 3-way niya si Jam (ung ex nia na best friend na niya na nakaka-chat ko minsan sa YM). Ok naman yung girl eh. Di naman ako plastic sa kanya, and feeling ko hindi ren naman sya plastic. So kaya ok lang sa ken na i-3way sya. Besides, since naguusap na ren kme sa YM, why not sa phone diba?
May pag-ka careless naman tong guy. Ayos sa hirit e.
"May tanong ako sa niyong dalawa.. Love niyo (pa rin) ba ko?"
Pootah! natahimik ako e. Na-shock.. and most of all nahiya. Wala sa lugar diba? At pinagpilitan niya na ok raw yun. Napag-tulungan tuloy siya ng wala sa oras. ..ehehehe... Sinagot naman namin yung tanong at hindi sya natuwa sa sagot ko. Bahala na sya isipin kung totoo o hindi yung sagot ko. Ang sa akin lang, mali ang ginawa niya. Ok lang kung tropa kame pareho e.. pero syempre, kahit sabihin mo na friends kme at friends sila, meron pa ren nakaraan e. Siya na mismo nagsabi, hindi na mawawala yun. Pinag-isipan niya raw maige yun bago itanong. trippin amp! I've been confronting a lot of guys who just uses me to boost their ego. And being the 'abi' that I am, I just let them be. Kung dun sila masaya, e d bahala sila. Basta ba ok pa ako e.. I don't want to think that he's just like them. Hinahayaan ko na nga sya sa gusto niya e, pero wag naman sana syang dense. Kasi ok naman sya e.. I want to keep my first impression of him. Yun lang yun. Wag naman sana niya sirain. At nakakahiya dun sa girl. Heller?! Syempre, medyo ok na nga kme e.. tapos hihirit sya ng ganun. Labo men! Buti na lang open minded kme.. d tulad nung isa.
Pero natapos naman ng ok ung pag-uusap.. naiinis lang ako pag naaalala ko (as usual). Wag sana niya abusuhin yung kabaitan nmen. Yun lang. Ewan ko.. bahala na..
note: gusto ko nga mag-open up sa kanya nun e.. about everything.. pero I don't think it was the proper time.. darating ren ung time na I would tell him everything I feel without caring how he feels. Pero not now. D pa tamang panahon.. pwede pa kasi maayos ang lahat. :) sana maayos lahat..
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About me
loves the moon... loves to sing... 212223 24 years old..
scorpio.. loves to talk.. Graduating BUM!
... Junior Consultant.. THOMASIAN... loves her
friends.. selfish.. bitchy.. tactless.. loves to watch basketball and
plays volleyball, basketball, frisbee, and badminton. Drools over tracy mcgrady,
usher raymonds, pharell williams, brandon boyd, vic sotto and the likes.
self confessed masochist.. Loves the number
one.. emo.. loves drama.. listens to a lot of genre.. from
dream theater to patti austin.. easily falls in love.. heart
is easily broken.. doesn't believe in courtship.. tries
to believe in courtship. plays the guitar.. doesn't know how
to drive.. loves the color black..
not really emo but has her own share of emo-ness... ultimate
cam whore! missing the drama in my life..
kaladkarin.. simple pleasures in life: caffeine, nicotene, alcohol and very cold milo.
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