Tuesday, May 10, 2005

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I miss having someone to love and take care of.

Maybe that's why I enjoy the company of my guy friends.. because I can make
lambing to them without them thinking of any malice. I would take care of them (except they call me "yaya" or "nanay" or "mommy" when I do). I love taking care of my friends. I love pampering them. I love my friends.

Next month would mark 1 year of my being single.

I miss having someone special in my life.. having that kilig factor... the blushing moment.. shouting at someone then asking forgiveness afterwards.. the kiss and make-up (or out *wink* ).. the worries and pain that it brings you, and the hapiness that overcomes all the pain that you feel.

I miss getting angry at someone, but just hearing his voice or seeing him smile or even smelling his distinct scent makes you smile and forget why you were mad in the first place.

I miss the simple yet sweet text messages or lines that you don't hear everyday.

I miss holding someone's hand, resting my head on his shoulder, lying on his lap while he strokes my hair, laughing at the silliest things...

I miss loving someone.

I miss crying.

Among my closest girl friends, I'm the only one who's still single. And I envy them because they found someone who would take care of them and love them.

Sometimes, I get tired of taking care of others.. I also want to be taken care of.

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loves the moon... loves to sing... 21 22 23 24 years old.. scorpio.. loves to talk.. Graduating BUM! ... Junior Consultant.. THOMASIAN... loves her friends.. selfish.. bitchy.. tactless.. loves to watch basketball and plays volleyball, basketball, frisbee, and badminton. Drools over tracy mcgrady, usher raymonds, pharell williams, brandon boyd, vic sotto and the likes. self confessed masochist.. Loves the number one.. emo.. loves drama.. listens to a lot of genre.. from dream theater to patti austin.. easily falls in love.. heart is easily broken.. doesn't believe in courtship.. tries to believe in courtship. plays the guitar.. doesn't know how to drive.. loves the color black.. not really emo but has her own share of emo-ness... ultimate cam whore! missing the drama in my life.. kaladkarin.. simple pleasures in life: caffeine, nicotene, alcohol and very cold milo.

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