Last night, I went to Antipolo to celebrate Wally's birthday. It was fun because I got to see some blockmates. And I got to have free beer! Now let me tell you this, I'm soooooo happy for Wally and Dya. Why? Because I know Dya since HS, and although we're not that close, it's the first time I saw her this happy. And the same goes with Wally. It's nice to see how love can make a person glow. *smiles*
Makes me realize how much I've been missing out. I just realized yesterday (or two days ago) that I don't dig love songs that much anymore. Sure, I sing to them.. but I don't feel the "oomph" impact it used to make me feel. I've became a cynic-hopeless-romantic. Meaning, I want to be in love but I don't give time to meet or mingle with people. When someone comes, I close the door (and yeah.. open a window.. slight.. *grins*). I flirt, but is not really interested. I want to take risks, but is scared that if things won't work out maybe nothing will.
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Shucks. Now I feel really old. At this age, I should be enjoying life and living each day as if it's the last. But I've been there, and I realized that I don't want each day to be the last yet. I have dreams I want to achieve and places to see. I'm seeing life in a new perspective. Shet. 2 years and it's only now that I felt that I am not a teenager anymore.
God damn Taxes!
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I need to lessen my alcohol and nicotene intake. Although I've been drinking only once a week for the past month, the nicotene intake is slowly increasing. Food binge + beer + cigs = BAD. It's affecting my health because I easily get tired just climbing up the stairs. I don't know if I could still play 3 sets of volleyball straight! I have no excercise. The only thing I consider excercise is when I walk from/to MRT to/from office (that is if we don't ride a cab or an FX).
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I love my work. Swear! I never thought that I would enjoy working like this. Maybe my cousins are right, I am a geek (without the glasses). I'm not really good with programming but I can survive. And like I said, I love my work because I get to see my codes being used. But gawd! The stress! *lol* I'm currently doing this project and I hate the feeling that even at home, I think about it. I want to file a leave, but I know it would be of no use because I'll still think of it. So I need to finish it first, before I file a leave. I never thought I'd say this, but I miss remedy tickets. *lol*
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I'm broke.. or rather short.. Seriously... I mis-calculated my expenses for this month. Hopefully, I get through october.
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I'm turning 22 in a few weeks. I'm hoping to make this life make sense.
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About me
loves the moon... loves to sing... 212223 24 years old..
scorpio.. loves to talk.. Graduating BUM!
... Junior Consultant.. THOMASIAN... loves her
friends.. selfish.. bitchy.. tactless.. loves to watch basketball and
plays volleyball, basketball, frisbee, and badminton. Drools over tracy mcgrady,
usher raymonds, pharell williams, brandon boyd, vic sotto and the likes.
self confessed masochist.. Loves the number
one.. emo.. loves drama.. listens to a lot of genre.. from
dream theater to patti austin.. easily falls in love.. heart
is easily broken.. doesn't believe in courtship.. tries
to believe in courtship. plays the guitar.. doesn't know how
to drive.. loves the color black..
not really emo but has her own share of emo-ness... ultimate
cam whore! missing the drama in my life..
kaladkarin.. simple pleasures in life: caffeine, nicotene, alcohol and very cold milo.
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