What's with today?? Everything seems to be messed up. Well, not really everything.
Was talkin to G a while ago. Everything was ok, until something came up. I may have said something that he did not like. But he definitely got into my nerve. Well, it usually happens in our conversations, he keeps quiet, we both keep quiet, someone (usually me) asks if something's wrong or if the other one has something to say and so on and so forth.. someone denies that something is bothering him..
"Sya pa ang may ganang magalit"
Bakit?? di ba nakakainis yung ganun? Wag ko raw sya pansinin.. eh duh! sya lang kausap ko, pano ko di mapapansin.. anong gusto niya, umasta ako na ok lang na ganun sya?? Eh ayoko nga ng nagkakaganun sya, sabay di ko papansinin??
"Problema sayo lahat pinapansin mo"
Sus! Lagi na lang may problema sa ken.. laging seryoso, lahat pinapansin, di marunong tumanggi.. ano ba?? ano ba gusto niyang gawin ko?
I miss the old him.. yung taong nagustuhan ko kausapin.. yung taong pinapasaya ako.. yung taong pinararamdam sa ken na mahalaga ako.. bihira ko na makita yun.. bihira ko na makausap yun..
kung ganun talaga sya, puwes, ganito ren talaga ako!.. Tangina, pinagpipilitan ko nga siguro ang sarili ko sa kanya.. hindi nman dapat.
Pero malamang bukas ok n nman lahat.. lagi nmang ganun eh.. just wanted to vent out.. di ko na makayanan eh.. di ko ren nman matitiis yun eh.
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After more than a month... 3 sticks agad.. di na sanay ang clean lungs ko.. naubo ako.. nyahahahha!!!
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About me
loves the moon... loves to sing... 212223 24 years old..
scorpio.. loves to talk.. Graduating BUM!
... Junior Consultant.. THOMASIAN... loves her
friends.. selfish.. bitchy.. tactless.. loves to watch basketball and
plays volleyball, basketball, frisbee, and badminton. Drools over tracy mcgrady,
usher raymonds, pharell williams, brandon boyd, vic sotto and the likes.
self confessed masochist.. Loves the number
one.. emo.. loves drama.. listens to a lot of genre.. from
dream theater to patti austin.. easily falls in love.. heart
is easily broken.. doesn't believe in courtship.. tries
to believe in courtship. plays the guitar.. doesn't know how
to drive.. loves the color black..
not really emo but has her own share of emo-ness... ultimate
cam whore! missing the drama in my life..
kaladkarin.. simple pleasures in life: caffeine, nicotene, alcohol and very cold milo.
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