I hate it when you hurt yourself by punching or banging your head on the wall. I hate it when you throw a big fuss over small things. You call some of our friends immature, stubborn, sensitive, "sablay" and "mababaw" like it's a joke when you yourself are doing the same things. I'm not used to anybody telling me what and what not to do. I hate it when you tell me you're going to die because you know how much I don't want to lose you. I hate it when you threat me that you'd do stupid things if things don't go your way, even if it's in a subtle way. I hate it when you don't listen to me, or when I have to repeat things over and over again. I sometimes hate it when you don't talk to me, that I look stupid and I try everything so you'd smile or at least talk to me. I hate it when you act like your life depends on me, when it doesn't. That's what you call responsibility, something I hope you learn. I hate it how you take no interest in what I do and not even show support.
I hate it when you don't even realize that I sacrifice my time for others (and especially time for myself) so I can spend time with you. I hate it when you make me feel guilty for choosing my friends over you. There's such a thing called balance you know. And my world does not revolve around you, it revolves around me, and that things that are important to me. My family, friends, work, God and you.
I hate it that with just one kiss that makes my knees weak.. or just one smile that makes me blush or just one hug that makes me melt.. everything's ok.. like nothing happened.. and I start to love everything about you again.
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And then ok na.. tas hindi na naman.. anong dahilan? Hindi ko alam.. hindi naman niya sinasabi as usual.. biglaan ang mood swings daig pa babae.. haaay... =(
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LISTEN to this.. I swear!!!! panalo sya! ahahhaha...
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About me
loves the moon... loves to sing... 212223 24 years old..
scorpio.. loves to talk.. Graduating BUM!
... Junior Consultant.. THOMASIAN... loves her
friends.. selfish.. bitchy.. tactless.. loves to watch basketball and
plays volleyball, basketball, frisbee, and badminton. Drools over tracy mcgrady,
usher raymonds, pharell williams, brandon boyd, vic sotto and the likes.
self confessed masochist.. Loves the number
one.. emo.. loves drama.. listens to a lot of genre.. from
dream theater to patti austin.. easily falls in love.. heart
is easily broken.. doesn't believe in courtship.. tries
to believe in courtship. plays the guitar.. doesn't know how
to drive.. loves the color black..
not really emo but has her own share of emo-ness... ultimate
cam whore! missing the drama in my life..
kaladkarin.. simple pleasures in life: caffeine, nicotene, alcohol and very cold milo.
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