I asked some of my friends how they wanted to die. They answered truthfully, but when they asked me, I had no answer.
I have thought about it for a while..
I've always told myself that no death is painless. Even if it's during our sleep. It may look painless, but the fact that it's your body that's collapsing or not working.. that hurts.
I want to die where nobody else is responsible for my death. I don't want people saying "If only I stopped her from smoking", "If only I was there to save her", etc.. I want them to think that it was just my time.
Death is a beautiful thing. I think it's scary because it means life has stopped, you can't repay debts, you can't make up for mistakes, you can't achieve your dreams.. you get what I mean? But I perceive Death as God's way of saying you have done what he asked us to do.
It's something natural. I'm not saying that I won't ask God why if ever someone close to me dies (I'm sure I'd ask a lot of questions), I'd cry.. I'll curse.. but I know eventually I'll learn to accept it.
I'm not afraid of Death. I'm scared of not being able to be with the people I love.
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About me
loves the moon... loves to sing... 212223 24 years old..
scorpio.. loves to talk.. Graduating BUM!
... Junior Consultant.. THOMASIAN... loves her
friends.. selfish.. bitchy.. tactless.. loves to watch basketball and
plays volleyball, basketball, frisbee, and badminton. Drools over tracy mcgrady,
usher raymonds, pharell williams, brandon boyd, vic sotto and the likes.
self confessed masochist.. Loves the number
one.. emo.. loves drama.. listens to a lot of genre.. from
dream theater to patti austin.. easily falls in love.. heart
is easily broken.. doesn't believe in courtship.. tries
to believe in courtship. plays the guitar.. doesn't know how
to drive.. loves the color black..
not really emo but has her own share of emo-ness... ultimate
cam whore! missing the drama in my life..
kaladkarin.. simple pleasures in life: caffeine, nicotene, alcohol and very cold milo.
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