I'm currently in the phase of not knowing what I want (again). I want time for myself but I don't know how. It's like I have tons of things to do that I cannot finish and they continue to pile up! I have a lot of things I worry about, that I don't want to worry about because I feel it's not big of a deal. Feeling ko it's so childish to think about those things. Pero feeling ko ren I'm just running away from them.
Sometimes I want to break up with my boyfriend, but it would probably make things worst. Sometimes I want to resign from work but where would I get the income to pay for all my bills and "luho". Sometimes I just want to rest at home, but I keep getting restless.
I don't know what to do or where to start.
I want to do something impulsive, something spontaneous.
My friend and I are planning to rent a place of our own. It's a big move and it's something that would add cost to my budget. And honestly? I'm scared. I'm hell scared being away from my comfort zone. But I feel it's something I need. Because it's something new.
I don't even know what's bothering me. I hate this feeling.
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About me
loves the moon... loves to sing... 212223 24 years old..
scorpio.. loves to talk.. Graduating BUM!
... Junior Consultant.. THOMASIAN... loves her
friends.. selfish.. bitchy.. tactless.. loves to watch basketball and
plays volleyball, basketball, frisbee, and badminton. Drools over tracy mcgrady,
usher raymonds, pharell williams, brandon boyd, vic sotto and the likes.
self confessed masochist.. Loves the number
one.. emo.. loves drama.. listens to a lot of genre.. from
dream theater to patti austin.. easily falls in love.. heart
is easily broken.. doesn't believe in courtship.. tries
to believe in courtship. plays the guitar.. doesn't know how
to drive.. loves the color black..
not really emo but has her own share of emo-ness... ultimate
cam whore! missing the drama in my life..
kaladkarin.. simple pleasures in life: caffeine, nicotene, alcohol and very cold milo.
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