Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Laban o Bawi

Emotional breakdown eto..

Maraming cause..

Stress sa work
Stress sa buhay

Dagdag pa na lagi kami nag aaway at di magkaintindihan..
Minsan nararamdaman ko na talaga yun age gap namin..
Minsan di ko na ma-tolerate ang kanyang pagka immature..
Minsan feeling ko it won't work out..
Minsan hindi na ko masaya..

And yung minsan na yun nag sabay-sabay sa isang araw.. kamusta naman diba?

I broke up with him.. well I tried to break up with him.. over the text.. then over the phone.. Mehn, maiiyak-iyak ako sa office.. grabe.

Pumunta ako sa kanila to talk.. He wanted to be with me raw for the last time..

Ayon, parang laban o bawi lang.. pwede naman raw kalimutan na lahat and start over, kahit naman daw nagkakainisan kami, nagkakaayos ren naman raw... sabi ko ayaw ko umabot sa point na magkagalit kami.. sabi niya di naman raw aabot sa ganun.. ayaw raw niya.. di raw niya kaya.. Naisip ko ren, kaya ko ba? Pagkasama ko sya, nde ko ma-stand yung sobra niyang tahimik at pikon at pag-iisip.. pero pag wala naman sya at di ko alam kung asan, hinahanap hanap ko sya.. Inis na inis ako pag text sya ng text, pero pag di naman, nagtataka ako kung bakit at tingin ako ng tingin sa phone ko.. Pag ok naman mood niya, sobrang saya ko at sobrang kinikilig ako..

So natapos ang usapan with a kiss and a hug.

Tapos ok na..

Balik sa dati..

Stressed na lang sa work at life.. ahahhahaha

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At 1:03 PM, Blogger drei said...
*hug*

 

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