I realized that maybe I'm not suited for a committed relationship. I have lots of friends, I'm impulsive, I have tons of things to do, I want to go to many places, I have to get back into sports, I want to do things myt own way, etc. I'm turning 25 and I haven't really accomplished anything yet. Wala pa nga akong license at passport eh.
I have time for myself now. I can have my quality time with myself. Like going to the mall, eating out, having coffee.. all-by-myself. I can't do that before without someone bombarding me with text messages like "Ano gawa mo?", "Anong oras ka uwi?", "Di ka pa ba tapos?" like I'm some kid coming home to my mom.
I do miss him. Or maybe I miss having someone take care of me. But then, why let someone else take care of you if you can take care of yourself? And by his actions this past few weeks, it made me realized that I did the right thing for myself. Selfish no? Ilang months ren naman ako naging selfless no.
I do want someone in the future though. Someone who can stand on his own too. Someone I can connect to. Someone that would be the man of the house. But not right now. I'm not looking naman for someone eh.
Kaya ngayon eto.. besides work, nag frisbee training ako yesterday, tas may badminton tournament pa sa office, and sana matuloy yung basketball with the girls (si chenai sana magayos. ehhehehe).. and may mga planned out of trips pa ko, tapos medyo nawawala na ang social constraint ko. Ehehehehe.
BTW, go to Shelley's blog for a rundown on our baler adventure last May 1 to 4. Sobrang fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
talaga naman minsan masaya din ang mag-isa e. we should be able to enjoy the different stages of life, or at least learn to. ang importante hindi ka sarado sa mga possibilities.
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About me
loves the moon... loves to sing... 212223 24 years old..
scorpio.. loves to talk.. Graduating BUM!
... Junior Consultant.. THOMASIAN... loves her
friends.. selfish.. bitchy.. tactless.. loves to watch basketball and
plays volleyball, basketball, frisbee, and badminton. Drools over tracy mcgrady,
usher raymonds, pharell williams, brandon boyd, vic sotto and the likes.
self confessed masochist.. Loves the number
one.. emo.. loves drama.. listens to a lot of genre.. from
dream theater to patti austin.. easily falls in love.. heart
is easily broken.. doesn't believe in courtship.. tries
to believe in courtship. plays the guitar.. doesn't know how
to drive.. loves the color black..
not really emo but has her own share of emo-ness... ultimate
cam whore! missing the drama in my life..
kaladkarin.. simple pleasures in life: caffeine, nicotene, alcohol and very cold milo.
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