Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Musical Baton

passed to me by nba-ddict

Total volume of music files on my computer:
laptop : 5GB
desktop1 : 3GB
desktop2 : 7GB

more than 3 years of downloading and ripping CD's :)

Last CD I bought:

Hale!! A good buy :)

Song playing right now:
Calling You - Blue October

Five songs I listen to a lot, or that mean a lot to me:

Weak - SWV..
My official videoke song. I never get tired singing this song. I dunno why. :)

I tried hard to fight it
No way can't I deny it
Your love so sweet
It knocks me right off my feet


sweet..

Because I love you - DNH..
The story of my life.

Love's never been kind to me..
... until you.. you stole my heart away..
somehow you helped restored my faith..
in something I thought wasn't for me..


or at least that's what I thought.

Umagang kay Ganda - Side A
A song that my college blockmates lives by. Started out as a song for a presentation in our Filipino class.. ended up as a "themesong" for our block.

basta't tayo'y magkasama
laging mayroong umagang kay ganda..


Minsan, Magasin, Overdrive.. etc.. - Eraserheads..
[I counted it as one song because we sing it in a medley together with some Yano, Rivermaya and other OPM songs]. Some of our official inuman songs. With hanime Allan or soulbuddy Aaron on the guitars and Nigel on the eggshaker, and rounds of pulang kabayo.. the best! Waaaah! I miss my blockmates!

Maybe - Neocolours..
Never fails to change my mood. Kahit hyper mode ako, bigla akong magiging senti. Siguro kasi suki ako ng unrequited love. And I think the song fits my voice :)

Five people I'm passing this to:
shelley
carlo
drei
jam
aron

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Got my first real payslip today! :) ang sarap ng feeling.. gastos agad.. bought some new clothes and a Hale CD. If I still have some money left on saturday, I might be going to greenhills.. yebah! sana may matira.. eheheheh...

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to csa2k5 peeps: sabi ni dennis inuman na raw!!! game!!!! *mwahags*

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Monday, May 30, 2005

I heard one of the most touching lines last night.

"*best friend kita eh" - Ryan

Sobra! I was deeply touched. Considering all the things we went through, I couldn't agree with him more. Parang we knew it all along, pero no one had the guts to say that we're best friends. He has been my wall for 5 years. We were there for each other not because we were available when we need someone, but because we choose to talk to each other when we need someone. That's what makes our friendship special. Kahit na bihira lang kami mag-kita and seasonal ang pag-usap namen, I know I could tell him everything. As in EVERYTHING. First, I was acting to be touched.. pero eventually, naluha ako. I remember being a man hater at si Ryan lang ang hindi ko hate. Like I said, a lot would say, bakit hindi na lang kami.. Sabi nga namin, kung pwede maging kami, matagal na. As in HS pa lang. Sana hindi na naging sila nung buraot niyang ex na girlfriend niya na ulit. Grabe, after risking my friendship with him (a lot of times kasi ayaw ng mga boys ko before sa kanya), walang pinagbago ang pakikisama namin sa isa't isa. I'm so blessed knowing him.

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Ayaw sa akin ng GF ni Ryan. Well, ayoko ren sa kanya! (Actually, hindi ren naman talaga gusto makipagbalikan ni Ryan e.. nyahahahah!) Malamang, after ko ba naman lumayo at nagparaya para sumaya sila sabay sinaktan niya lang si Ryan? First time ever ko narinig ma-depress si Yanyan, at yun ay dahil sa kanya. Buti na lang bumalik na ang dating Ryan (and he knows how much I missed the old him). Ngayong nagkabalikan sila, sana maayos na nila problema nila. Actually, sana matauhan si Ryan (hindi lang sa love life, pero pati sa buhay niya). Yun na lang. Masaya na ko :D.

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I'm on conference right now with Keren and Tin. Gawd, I miss my girls sooooo much! Usapang love life nga e. Kasi si Keren, engaged na (congrats!!!).. Tapos si Tin, malapit na maging long distance relationship (kaya mo yan girl!).. haaaay.. kelan kaya ako may maikukuwento sa kanila na worth it. ehehehehhe..

I love you gels!! *0220 sana ulit e.. bili ka na lang ng webcam @ keren para kunwari kasama ka namen :D..

*0220 - Feb 20 - our best bonding experience! :)
*best friend - as in close friend na best friend.. best of friends.. the best kasi yung story ng friendship namen.. pero lahat ng friends ko, in one way or another, are the best!

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Saturday, May 28, 2005

Nuninuninuni

  • Always the good friend.. never the girlfriend..
  • I grew up too early and enjoyed being young too late..

Two lines that I live by.

useless post diba? ehehehhe

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I need to shed some pounds.

I'm getting fatter each day.

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Ang tamlay ko ngayon. Di ko alam kung bakit.


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Thursday, May 26, 2005

whew

the hecticness of the week that was! nyahahahah...

had a lunch date with vice..

watched star wars with some of my officemates..

had dinner with Keren and some of our classmates..

hmmm.. what else?

oh yes.. work..

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I missed my classmates so much. :( Had a grand time with them. Kahit di kme kumpleto..

REUNION NA!!! nyahahahahah!!

*mwah*

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Minsan gusto ko manahimik. Minsan pinalalagpas ko na lang nga e. Ewan ko ba.

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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

bad trip

Kausap ko kahapon si Basti at pina 3-way niya si Jam (ung ex nia na best friend na niya na nakaka-chat ko minsan sa YM). Ok naman yung girl eh. Di naman ako plastic sa kanya, and feeling ko hindi ren naman sya plastic. So kaya ok lang sa ken na i-3way sya. Besides, since naguusap na ren kme sa YM, why not sa phone diba?

May pag-ka careless naman tong guy. Ayos sa hirit e.

"May tanong ako sa niyong dalawa.. Love niyo (pa rin) ba ko?"

Pootah! natahimik ako e. Na-shock.. and most of all nahiya. Wala sa lugar diba? At pinagpilitan niya na ok raw yun. Napag-tulungan tuloy siya ng wala sa oras. ..ehehehe... Sinagot naman namin yung tanong at hindi sya natuwa sa sagot ko. Bahala na sya isipin kung totoo o hindi yung sagot ko. Ang sa akin lang, mali ang ginawa niya. Ok lang kung tropa kame pareho e.. pero syempre, kahit sabihin mo na friends kme at friends sila, meron pa ren nakaraan e. Siya na mismo nagsabi, hindi na mawawala yun. Pinag-isipan niya raw maige yun bago itanong. trippin amp! I've been confronting a lot of guys who just uses me to boost their ego. And being the 'abi' that I am, I just let them be. Kung dun sila masaya, e d bahala sila. Basta ba ok pa ako e.. I don't want to think that he's just like them. Hinahayaan ko na nga sya sa gusto niya e, pero wag naman sana syang dense. Kasi ok naman sya e.. I want to keep my first impression of him. Yun lang yun. Wag naman sana niya sirain. At nakakahiya dun sa girl. Heller?! Syempre, medyo ok na nga kme e.. tapos hihirit sya ng ganun. Labo men! Buti na lang open minded kme.. d tulad nung isa.

Pero natapos naman ng ok ung pag-uusap.. naiinis lang ako pag naaalala ko (as usual). Wag sana niya abusuhin yung kabaitan nmen. Yun lang. Ewan ko.. bahala na..

note: gusto ko nga mag-open up sa kanya nun e.. about everything.. pero I don't think it was the proper time.. darating ren ung time na I would tell him everything I feel without caring how he feels. Pero not now. D pa tamang panahon.. pwede pa kasi maayos ang lahat. :) sana maayos lahat..

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Monday, May 23, 2005

pichoors!!

waiting for the bus
...Waiting for the bus...

bus trip
...FIELD TRIP!!!!...

beach
...sight seeing...

sun
...blue skies.... (nde ung cracker)

sunset
...sunset...

drunk
...bangag look raw e...

la lang.. share ko lang.. eheheh

Zzzz...


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Sunday, May 22, 2005

Summer to the Max

I've been "officially" working for 2 weeks and already attended 2 events hosted by the company Im working for.

The summer outing was fun. Although I did not get to swim that much and got to sleep early (3:30 AM is still early for them. Apparently, they finished drinking around 5 AM). I was sooooo tired after the games and the dancing! Considering I did not get enough sleep before the outing (yeah yeah.. I blame everything). And really, I think hard drinks isn't really for me.

Dancing.. dancing.. I think that's the best exercise I had in months.. and I'm talking about MONTHS here. I haven't been really physically active these past MONTHS. The band was a-ok and the crowd was awesome. I have never been with that kind of crowd in a loooooong time. I think that's because almost all my college buds are from the planet Mars and would rather drink than dance. Anyhoo, it was fun and it was the best part of the night (IMO).

The drinking party made me miss my friends. Made me wish that I could transport to Keren's place and be there for her despedida. ... around the table... mini-jammin session... mahaba-habang kuwentuhan... reminiscing... planning the future... Well those were the days. I need to spend time with them ASAP!

Anyway, so we stayed at one room for the drinking binge part II.. I was already tired, but hey, it's a great way to know my officemates. I had a couple of shots of tequilla.. then dozed off to sleep (can't resist.. eheheh). When I woke up.. whapak! there were so many people in the room! nyahahahhaha! So I went back to our room and sleep there instead.

So there, my weekend get away. And I'm dead tired right now.

Pictures here!!! I'm using the desktop so there's no photoshop here. Can't edit.. can't resize.. no pics to show here on my blog. So go chek it out.

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I officially received my first ever rose from a guy! *blush*. It was from my officemate, same project.. same team.. he gave a rose to me and 2 of my friends. I guess he has no one to give them too and he saw me and my friends first. I know it wasn't really sincere. But heck! It's still a rose. It may be only a piece, but like I said, it was my first time :)

So now I'll be waiting for a guy to give me flowers because he means it. *sigh*

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Thursday, May 19, 2005

randoms

Woo-hoo!! hindi ako OT today! Although nag half-day ako. I guess it was time to get my SSS number. And it was also about time to meet Parekoy (a.k.a. Babs) again. It's been almost a month since I last saw him. The last time I saw him was when we went to Pansol. And I also need my phone back since my brother needs it.

Anyway, he accompanied me to the SSS office while I was applying for my SS number. Then tambay dito sa bahay. Nood basketball. And nagtatalo dahil sa remote. Para kmeng mga bata. Palibhasa, gusto niya Meteor Garden, eh gusto ko Full House. Labo diba? Tapos while channel surfing, gusto ko panoorin ung Simpsons! Aba ang loko! Ayaw! binabalik sa Meteor Garden. Kainis diba? At eto pa! Napaso ako dahil sa kalokohan nia. Kaya may paso ako sa daliri. *sigh*

It was nice spending time with him again.. although sandali lang because he has to leave early and I still have work tomorrow. Na-miss ko tuloy mga college friends ko.. :c

"See you in 2 months dude!"

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Despedida ni Keren sa saturday. And I can't attend since it's our company outing. You might think I'm a bad friend because I'd rather be at the beach.. but God knows how much I want to attend her party. It's just that I can't back-out from the outing because I already confirmed, and it means I'll pay a sum of amount if ever I back out. I haven't even got my first payslip yet. So I'm planning to go to dinner with her next week.. also with some of our friends.

Babawi ako promise! lalo na sa kasal mo. :D I love you much girl!

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Alter Ego: Stupid Abi..

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Work is ok.. I had my first ticket already! :) yay! excited!

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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

my mom's birthday is tomorrow..

and here's my gift to her...

CLICK CLICK CLICK

whaddya think??

ehehehehhe.. simple lang..

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Sunday, May 15, 2005

new friendships ito!!!

Was busy the past week because it was my first week of work.. yipee!!

Met a lot of new people. I love meeting new people. At first I was this shy girl (naks! shy raw!), pero when I got to meet my fellow batchmates (meaning new employees also), it was a different story.

room 119

room 119


Had a blast with them! Sobrang we've only been with each other for like 3 days only, pero bonded na.. hahaha.. wala ng hiya-hiya (bakit kaya?? *wink*).

Kaya di ako nag-sisisi choosing this job. I mean, a lot of my friend says sayang raw ang talent ko kasi I did not choose the other job. Pero if it means working with this kind of people, I'd say it's worth it.

Basta, whatever happened at room 119 stays at room 119.. even the cherries.. *lol*

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After the company orientation at antipolo (where I only had 3 hours of sleep), I went home and changed my clothes and went to Astoria for my cousin's 18th birthday bash. Magtatampo raw kasi pag hindi ako pumunta. Kaya ayun, even if I'm so tiiiiired and I had no voice, I rushed and went to Ortigas immediately.

my beloved
tita babes, claud, justin, cza (the bday girl) and tito ray.


I love these kids. Feel na feel ko ang pagiging ate ko.. hahahahaha...

Pero ang corny ko.. dahil nga pagod ako.. Natulog lang ako the whole night. Well, sure I had a dip at the pool.. pero wala pang 1 hour, ahon agad and took a shower already. Tapos yun nga.. tulog na. Ginising ako for a drink. Kinuha ko ung mudslide, tapos upo sa sofa.. tas nakatulog dun.. kulit!

Anyway, I want to greet Cza a happy birthday!!! luv♥you♥much.. mwah!

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You're messing with the wrong person. I may be all messed up right now, but things would be better for me. So don't wait for me to straighten all things out. You better make the first move.

I hate it when you say things you don't mean or things you can't explain. You think you could get out of everything because of your charms.

Ibahin mo ko sa mga babaeng nakilala mo. Wag na wag kang magsisinungaling sa akin.

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

...

I miss having someone to love and take care of.

Maybe that's why I enjoy the company of my guy friends.. because I can make
lambing to them without them thinking of any malice. I would take care of them (except they call me "yaya" or "nanay" or "mommy" when I do). I love taking care of my friends. I love pampering them. I love my friends.

Next month would mark 1 year of my being single.

I miss having someone special in my life.. having that kilig factor... the blushing moment.. shouting at someone then asking forgiveness afterwards.. the kiss and make-up (or out *wink* ).. the worries and pain that it brings you, and the hapiness that overcomes all the pain that you feel.

I miss getting angry at someone, but just hearing his voice or seeing him smile or even smelling his distinct scent makes you smile and forget why you were mad in the first place.

I miss the simple yet sweet text messages or lines that you don't hear everyday.

I miss holding someone's hand, resting my head on his shoulder, lying on his lap while he strokes my hair, laughing at the silliest things...

I miss loving someone.

I miss crying.

Among my closest girl friends, I'm the only one who's still single. And I envy them because they found someone who would take care of them and love them.

Sometimes, I get tired of taking care of others.. I also want to be taken care of.

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Sunday, May 08, 2005

~~I love you~~ (a month late.. but still..)

I cried while making this.. no joke!


To my girls Keren, Leah at Tintin.. Salamat sa mga bonding moments, sa mga girl talks, sa mga payo, sa mga pakikiramay.. Love you!!

Sa kalokohan buddies ko na si Denz, Tomas at Jed, salamat sa mga pakikisama sa kalokohan. Pati na ren sa pagdamay sa akin nung ako'y nalulungkot.. *mwah*.. kahit mag walk-out kayo, alam ko na love nio ko. :D

To my boys Darren (bebe boy), Edwin (Aguilus), Erek (Honey babe), Aaron (Soulbuddy), Allan (Hanime), Poli (Secret bestfriend), Harry (Kuya), and Nigel (Pa-kiss, walang malisya :p), salamat sa mga pagtanggap sa paglalandi ko sa nio.. ehehehhe.. chaka sa mga maliligayang panahon pag kasama ko kayo.

To Lee anne at Jerry, salamat sa mga memories na iniwan niyo sa akin. Sa pagiging mommy at daddy ko.. :p

To Anna, salamat sa pag share sa akin ng maraming bagay, lalo na pag dating sa programming.

To Reg, Rouie and Donnlyn, salamat sa pagiging mabuting girlfriends at CR mates..

To Marc and Reiner, sa pagiging ka-puso kahit na asa ibang classroom kayo.. :p

To ma'am Kath, Ma'am Cha, Ma'am Pearl, Sir Carlos, Sir Melvin, Sir Allen, sir Mike, at sa lahat ng mga prof na naging kakulitan nmen. Salamat sa pag tanggap sa amin sa faculty room.. ehehheeh.. miss ko na kayo.. gimik naman tayo!!!

To the other people I forgot to mention (ang rami kasi naten eh), salamat na ren at naging kaklase ko kayo. You guys rawk!! salamat sa pagtutulungan naten.

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Saturday, May 07, 2005

Sinking - In

It finally sinked in. Whatever my friends told me (especially Darren) about the situation I am in right now. Actually it's not a situation. It's just a phase.

I did like parekoy. I did see him as a boyfriend potential (take note: PAST tense sentence). I find him cute (pocket size.. nyahahahah!!). I still enjoy talking to him. I still enjoy spending my time with him (well, medyo matagal na since the last time and I do miss him).

Ever since I never fell in love with any friend. Ok ok.. meron once or twice.. pero usually nde talaga. I'm the type of person that if I have a crush on this person, once na maging close friends kme.. nawawala. Ewan ko ba kung bakit. Lumalabas ang pagka "always-the-good-friend-never-the-girlfriend" side ko.

Anyway, back on the topic. Like I said, I still enjoy talking to him. Sarap kakulitan (except when he's soooooper dooooooper madrama!). I could talk to him almost about anything (kasi minsan sooooooper doooooper react at emo). I'm comfortable around him. I can be wacky and senseless whenever I'm around him. In short, how different is he from my friends?

Ah ok.. friends with benefits raw (kahit feel ko na marami sya nun). At first, sige.. carry lang.. kung yun ang gusto niya, ok lang.. basta masaya ako.. basta andiyan sya.. ok lang. Pero as time passed, and the more I get use to being his friend, the more I realize that he is a FRIEND (may sense yan.. hindi lang obvious). Oo, special sya.. kasi nga I did like him.. pero heller?? friends... FRIENDS.

Kaya yun, gets ko na yung mga sinasabi ng aking friends. And touch ako dahil concerned sila (awwwwww...) and love nila ako. Ehehehhe.. at syempre labs ko lahat ng friends ko.. kasama diyan si parekoy.. ehehhehe.. (hindi showbiz yan!).. God knows how much I treasure my friends. :)

Magulo buh? nyahahahahahha!!

Kaya friends... all your pangangaral (not only regarding parekoy but all the boys.. este.. men in my life) finally sinked in. Sana lang matuto na ko.. ehheheheh... boo yah! I love y'all!!!!

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NO MORE BUMMING AROUND

Yayness! Starting on monday, I'm not a bum anymore..

I'll be starting already and I'm e-x-c-i-t-e-d and n-e-r-v-o-u-s!!

Even if I didn't choose "Com A", it's alrytie..

Hopefully, I'll enjoy the real world.. :)

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Thursday, May 05, 2005

God is good!!

I have a panel interview tomorrow for a company (Com B) I've been eyeing for.


I hope I make this one.

Junior Consultant (i think)


I'm nervous and excited at the same time.


Basta, God is good. If it's not meant for me, I know something better will come along. Pero sana it's meant for me na.. ehehehehhe..

EDIT:

"Com A" called.. I'm up for interview for tomorrow. Junior Software Enginner. "Com A" is my first choice actually, but I lost hope because it's already 1 month since my exam.

So kala ko ok na ko.. cge, go for other consulting firms na..

Tapos eto, sa "Com B".. mukhang ok.. nasa "I like this place" phase na ko.. actually asa "kakaririn ko to" phase na ko.. nakakalimutan ko na ang pangarap ko sa "Com A"...

sabay tumawag.. asking if I'm still interested in the position.. so ano nasabi ko?

Me: Uhm.. I have an interview for another company tomorrow..

So ano sagot? Si-net ako ng interview sa umaga.. waaaah!!

Kainis.. naguguluhan ako..

parang mamimili ako sa cheesecake at black forest.. ung cheesecake, 1% sure na makakain ko.. pero ung black forest.. 80%... so ano pipiliin ko?? ang pinapangarap kong cheesecake since 3rd year college.. or ang black forest..

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Wednesday, May 04, 2005

happy birthday

happy 20th burday leah!!

you rock girl!

amishoo na!!

pasakay naman sa bago mong 10-seater na automatic na van..

haaaay.. kelan kaya tayo ulit mag bobonding?

i love you!! seryoso yan!

i love you, tin and keren.

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keren will be leaving on the 28th.. :( and I haven't spent much time with her...

syet.. miss ko na sya..

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Monday, May 02, 2005

Memorable Experiences ito!

I was too bored yesterday that's why when I talked to Kristin (my HS seatmate for 4 years), we decided to meet up and have dinner.

So I had dinner last night with two HS friends at Avenetto's Visayas Ave. Grabe! Anthony gained a lot of weight since the last time I saw him *lol*. Afterwards, we decided to crash my place (since I'm home alone at night) and invited Lee Anne over.

A few bottle of beers and a pack of cigs was enough to start the night. With a guy who can't speak straight and keeps on gassing up and 2 girls who've been hurt before, I came to a conclusion that:

Ideally, men are born polygamous (that's why they're afraid to committ), but can't stay polygamous all the time that's why they get married (I said "ideally" right?).

:The 2 girls stayed overnight and we ended up talking most of the time (Anthony left around 3 am). Bonding ito!! I had fun and sana maulit sya.. eheheheh..

Thanks Tonio, Kitin, and Lian.. you guys rawk! \m/

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Have you ever been interviewed over the phone? Sure I've been ask some questions but it wasn't like what I experienced just this morning. I called up Parekoy to ask something. Something I know he's an expert of. A lady answered the phone and asked me a lot of questions.

Excerpts (I don't remember which was first...)
>
Lady: Ikaw ba yung madalas niyang kausap?
Me: Ata.. hindi ko po alam (aba! malay ko ba kung may kausap siyang iba).
>
Lady: Ah.. ikaw yun kausap niya tuwing madaling araw.. ba't naman madaling araw eh ang haba nman ng araw.
Me: Kasi po wala po sya sa bahay buong araw.
Lady: Kaw yung tumatawag ng madaling araw.. <-- this statement kinda pissed me off
Me: Hindi po. Sya po yung tumatawag dito pag madaling araw.
>
Lady: Kaano-ano ka ba ni **** (Parekoy's real name)?
Me: Ewan ko po sa kanya.. sya po tanungin niyo.. sabi niya friend raw niya ko.. malabo yan e. (natawa ako sa sagot ko)
>
Lady: Nakapunta ka na ba dito?
Me: Hindi pa po
Lady: Taga saan ka ba?
Me: Ay, sa malayo po.. sa may QC pa po. (Gusto ko sabihin na si Parekoy nakapunta na dito.. *lol*)
Lady: ahh.. kaya pala 456.. QC pala yan.

Haaay.. first time yan sa tanang buhay ko ha. Buti na lang andito pa sila Leeanne at Kristin kaya medyo hindi ako kinabahan. Kakaiba e.. parang nanliligaw ako sa kapatid niya (sister daw yun ni parekoy e). Pero it's all good.. tama naman yung mga sagot ko e. Gusto ko nga mag kuwento tungkol sa utol niya. Pero graaaaabe yung hiya na nararamdaman ko ngayon. Parang hindi na ako makakatawag sa kanila. Graaaabeeee...

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Sunday, May 01, 2005

small world.. sa southside

[Sound Trip :: 3 doors down - Let me go]
[Mood :: Hyper *sayaw* *sayaw*]

So ok, remember "insecurity overload"? So JC told me the girl has a blog. I never liked the girl. Maybe because of how jealous I got of her before. But since JC and I are friends, I decided to check it out. I just love blog hopping *wink* *wink*.

So ayon, I read some of her posts. Typical angst-driven 18 year old girl. I pre-judged her before. She seems ok naman... (gawd I'm so nice.. *lol*) Nakita ko chatter si girl. So baka kilala sya ng kakilala ko. I checked her friendster account (again). And guess what??? Hindi sya connected sa kakilala ko.. pero connected sya kay parekoy! nyahahahahah!!

I was like.. "Huwaaaat?! Sya na naman?!" Hankulit!! Hyper mode to the nth power!

So I called JC up, and told him what I have found out... anloko, natawa sa akin! Ba't naman daw ako magtataka? eh pareho lang naman sila ng city. Sabi ko ren d na ako insecure.. nadala lang siguro ako dati... chaka mas maganda ako sa kanya.. hahahah.. nag feeling ang lola niyo! natawa lalo si loko.. pero umagree naman sya (bait no??). Sabi niya i-txt mate ko na ren raw (since alam nia na I get to text his ex and chat with parekoy's ex also.. and they're both ok ren naman), sabi ko "Bakit? naging kayo ba??". Eheheheheheh.. kulit!

Sakto, while I was talking to JC, tumawag si parekoy sa cell. I also told him what happened pero I did not mention the name of the girl. Aba, nahulaan nia sa 2nd guess! wtf??? Kasi raw sila (ung 1st at 2nd guess niya) yung madalas lang naman niya kausap dun. Pero hindi raw sila close. labo no? Ewan...

Natawa na lang ako sa pangyayari. Ang kulit kasi e.. eheheheheh...

Well, it's all good.. I mean at least nagiging ok na ko sa sarili ko...

Ewan ko ba. Ang liit kasi ng mundo e. Hay nako.. magsama-sama sila..

Masaya na ako dito sa northside.. hahahahahah.. reprezent!

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I'm currently loving this song.. Reminds me of "Breakdown". Although I'm not really a fan of Mariah...


We Belong Together
Mariah Carey

(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"

And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

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Camwhore!
loves the moon... loves to sing... 21 22 23 24 years old.. scorpio.. loves to talk.. Graduating BUM! ... Junior Consultant.. THOMASIAN... loves her friends.. selfish.. bitchy.. tactless.. loves to watch basketball and plays volleyball, basketball, frisbee, and badminton. Drools over tracy mcgrady, usher raymonds, pharell williams, brandon boyd, vic sotto and the likes. self confessed masochist.. Loves the number one.. emo.. loves drama.. listens to a lot of genre.. from dream theater to patti austin.. easily falls in love.. heart is easily broken.. doesn't believe in courtship.. tries to believe in courtship. plays the guitar.. doesn't know how to drive.. loves the color black.. not really emo but has her own share of emo-ness... ultimate cam whore! missing the drama in my life.. kaladkarin.. simple pleasures in life: caffeine, nicotene, alcohol and very cold milo.

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