[sound trip: The Killers - Mr. Brightside] [mood: nostalgic]
I'm chatting with Allan [hanime] right now. I've been down the past few days. And now, this guy.. he's making me feel good about myself. And he has no idea what I've been feeling the past few days.. all he did was ask about my love life, HIM (kasi sya ung latest na alam nila) and I did not give detailed answer.. sabi ko lang walang love life and I don't talk to HIM anymore.. tas after a few messages.. he started this..
And now I miss them. I miss my college buds. I remember back then whenever I'm depressed, I forget all my problems when I'm with them. Right now, we're talking about how much we miss our block..
abi (12:34:43 AM): lalo ko kayo talaga namimiss.. abi (12:34:53 AM): seryoso un.. allan (12:34:57 AM): oo nman allan (12:35:06 AM): ako dn miss ko na kyo e allan (12:35:16 AM): ung usapan natn allan (12:35:21 AM): ung tawanan allan (12:35:42 AM): minsan 2loy naisip ko sana college pa dn tyo abi (12:36:02 AM): honga e allan (12:36:36 AM): naenjoy ko tlaga college dhil sa inyo abi (12:36:58 AM): ako ren abi (12:37:01 AM): sobra abi (12:37:13 AM): miss ko na mcdo abi (12:37:18 AM): miss ko na pipoys abi (12:37:22 AM): miss ko na overstays allan (12:37:27 AM): sana mgkasama ulit tyo abi (12:37:48 AM): honga e.. allan (12:37:48 AM): sarap tambay sa field allan (12:38:03 AM): kwentuhan at kulitan abi (12:38:34 AM): jammin allan (12:39:09 AM): sana dis year may xmas party uli tyo
poooocha!!! we need to regroup!! I need you guys to keep myslef sane!!! can't you see that????? and shit.. I'm all tears right now because I miss you guys sooooo much!!
I was at work, and my officemate was kind enough to lend me his phone so I could listen to the game. And boy, I was sooooooooo hyper. I wanted to react to the game, pero nakakahiya kasi I was supposed to be working. Eheheheh...
Anyway, SPURS WON!!!! yayness!! Now who's the man?!?!
And to think a lot speculated that it wo be a boring finals.
a game 7 after 11 years..
What a wonderful season it is..
Next season? Twolves or Rockets naman sana!!!!
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I'm doing ok I guess.. Maybe it's because of all the work. Which is good right? And guess what? I'll be going to the office tomorrow. OT ito!!! :D
Argh! Now I remember why I never watched concerts outside campus and decided that downloading mp3's is the only way I could get to listen to my favorite bands.
I hate the crowd. Well, half of them. Kainis talaga!!
But I love the bands! Juan Pablo Dream, Hale, Pedicab, etc.. Well, on teh alternative stage coz that's where we stayed.
Pero nainis ako kasi nung Hale na (the one band that I was excited seeing), saka rumami ung mga jologs. I did not get to appreciate the first song. We left the crowd and I got to listen to the 2nd song with feelings (naks!) from afar na lang.
Some lines to live by:
While walking towards el pueblo
Jed: As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death..
Leah: Malalaki na ba katawan niyo? Abi: Basta ako naka sneakers, kaya ko tumakbo
Someone: Dapat nag-black ren tayo para "in" tayo
Hay nako, siguro the best thing that happened last night was I got to be with my college buddies. I missed them soooo much!
Oh, and I got to see some bloggers when we stayed at Racks. :) But was too shy to approach them. Ehehehehe..
n0v1c3_124 is my own another Joseph. Nyahahaha.. si JC.. haven't chatted with him in quite a long time (through YM, coz we talk over the phone). Currently, siya ang support center ko.. ehehhehe.. kaya he should get used to my rantings and blabbings (although sanay na sya).
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I'll be updating this post every once in while today because I'm bored.
Chipped off lyrics.. Brighter than Sunshine by Aqualung I never understood before I never knew what love was for My heart was broke, my head was sore What a feeling
Tied up in ancient history I didnt believe in destiny I look up you're standing next to me What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul Love burns brighter than sunshine Brighter than sunshine Let the rain fall, i don't care I'm yours and suddenly you're mine Suddenly you're mine and it's brighter than sunshine
Thursday: I went to Party Central for a HS friend. It was a fund raising activity for her mom. Check THIS SITE out. Hope you could spread the world and a little prayer could help.
Anyway, I got to see Kitchie Nadal in person which was like a little dream come true for me. Anj was lucky to have a duet with her. I also got to see the guy of my dreams (as of the moment). Jologs as it may seem, but he's from SCQ batch 1 (pero ka-puso pa ren ako). I never thought Joseph would look that good in person. Take note: he smells good also. Waaaaaah! It was the first time I felt starstrucked in years! To view our pic together (nakinikilig ako everytime I see it) click on the friendster link on my sidebar :D.
Friday: Despite arriving home late, I still have to go to work. After work, I had a blast with my SZbatchmates. We went karaoke-ing for 4 hours! Imagine? 4 hours! Afterwards, we went out to have coffee. Graaaabe! Sobrang pagod na ko. But I told myself that today would be a saturday so it was ok because I could sleep all I want.
Saturday: Was sleeping peacefully when LeeAnne called me up. She was asking if I could accompany her to Baseco for the Mannos. She woke up late and apparently she can't catch up with the group so she decided to go alone (actually with me). It seems like I had no choice so I stood up, took a bath then we went on our way.
Adventure ito!!! From MRT north to MRT taft, then to baclaran. It was a good thing we asked for directions because apparently, Baseco was in Manila and we were going the wrong way.
We went back to Lawton when we received a text that the Turnover was over and the group were about to have lunch. So we decided to meet them at Harbor View for lunch. *lol* nakakahiya kasi di naman kami naka-attend pero naki-kain kame.
Afterwhich, we (LeeAnne, Paolo [new prendship] and me) decided to watch a movie instead. We watched "Shutter" which was really a scary movie. Actually, hindi scary.. nakakagulat! Nawala antok ko. Pero it wasn't really a typical Japanese horror movie because it has a story. Yes, it was the first japanese horror movie I watched that has a real story. Love story pa. O diba? san ka pa?! We ate afterwards then went home.
So right now.. I'm reaaaaaly tired. I want to tell you more (because I have a lot to tell and it's not about how my day went) but I don't want to have a realllllly looooooooong post. So till next time.. :)
Although I haven't been watching NBA these past few weeks, I'm glad to hear that Detroit reached the finals. Yeah bebeh! The pistons rawk! It's not that I don't like Miami (I look up to Wade ya know?) but I still think that a Detroit vs San Antonio Finals would be much better. Although a lot are wondering how Shaq and Dwayde would face the rapture of the Spurs. Yup, you got it right.. I'm rooting for the Spurs on this one. There are the only team that I like that isn't an underdog. :D But I won't be all disappointed and throwing tantrums around if Detroit wins (as long as Kobe's not on their team).
But then, since both teams are good, I hope this won't be a boring finals. I hope Duncan would have at least a bit of expression on his face.
He arrived here at 9:00 AM, wearing a jersey, denim shorts and slippers. Considering he came from LP, I gave him my *"kapitbahay?" expression. Umaga pa lang, napatawa na ko. And his toes are soooo cute.. bagay sa height.. hahahahaha!
After lunch, we went to greenhills because I have to buy new shoes, a jacket and an umbrella (but ended up buying new shoes ang blouses). At first I was kinda hesitant if it was right to bring a guy along (based on my friends experiences). But I was surprised to notice that he wasn't even complaining (except when he wanted to buy a new slipper, just like the one he was wearing but of different color). He carried my bag (which he liked since the first day he saw it.. so I guess that was ok) and the things I bought.
We parted ways at EDSA Ortigas.
I was with mixed emotions because I was glad I invited the right person and because I'm not used to him leaving early. He even did not accompany me all the way back to north. I guess I wasn't that important to him.
But I'm glad we're friends. He treats his friends way better. Ehehehehe.. Kahit na sablay ang mga hirit niya minsan. Like I said, he's ok.. not perfect.. but ok.
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I lost his bracelet :( It's not like I did not take care of it (3 months ren nasa akin yun), it's just that I was on my way home from work and I was too tired to notice that it slipped of my wrist. Oh well, since we exchange bracelets I just hope he takes care of mine as much as he said he does.
I'm sorry.. :(
*along with my "boyfriend?", "tatay?", "high school?", "college?".. etc expressions.. usually with an "ay" preceeding it. Used to denote sarcasm.
A friend of mine keeps telling me that I should choose the guys I date. Partly, she's talking about the personality, but she emphasizes on the looks. I have nothing against her opinion. Actually, I find my taste in men a little.. well.. different.
I rarely find myself get attracted to good looking guys. I like guys who are average looking. Those that don't really stand out. Usually, those are the guys that has great personality. Usually, they are the guys I get along with.
But then, I was most of the time wrong. They end up hurting and betraying me in the end. Good looking guys and Average looking guys.. are still the same. So why bother?
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Right now, I'm numb to feeling the extreme joy of having someone. Maybe because I don't feel the extreme sadness of longing, being disappointed and getting hurted. It was my choice to be ok with everything. Now I have to get used to having no thrill in my life. It's such a task to adjust from being a risk-taker to playing safe. I do miss my masochistic self though, but I guess it's better this way. I need to rehabilitate myself. Maturity is something I can't take at one blow. A step at a time would be good.
blue skies... waiting tommorow.. maybe that's all we need
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About me
loves the moon... loves to sing... 212223 24 years old..
scorpio.. loves to talk.. Graduating BUM!
... Junior Consultant.. THOMASIAN... loves her
friends.. selfish.. bitchy.. tactless.. loves to watch basketball and
plays volleyball, basketball, frisbee, and badminton. Drools over tracy mcgrady,
usher raymonds, pharell williams, brandon boyd, vic sotto and the likes.
self confessed masochist.. Loves the number
one.. emo.. loves drama.. listens to a lot of genre.. from
dream theater to patti austin.. easily falls in love.. heart
is easily broken.. doesn't believe in courtship.. tries
to believe in courtship. plays the guitar.. doesn't know how
to drive.. loves the color black..
not really emo but has her own share of emo-ness... ultimate
cam whore! missing the drama in my life..
kaladkarin.. simple pleasures in life: caffeine, nicotene, alcohol and very cold milo.
