A few weeks back, I think it was black saturday, an old friend messaged me on friendster. Initial reaction? Gulat, tuwa at curious kung bakit bigla akong ni-pm at ni-add. Madyo nagkaron kasi kami ng misunderstanding before and di na kami nagusap ever since. More than 3 years kaming hindi naguusap. Pero time after time, naaalala ko sya and I realize how much I miss her.
She asked if I remember her, of course I remember her! I remember how fond we were of the moon, how she treats me at starbucks (estudyante pa ko nun at mocha frappe lang ang alam kong inumin), how we watch UAAP finals sa TV, how we went to glorietta to meet another friend, how we disagree on so many things but still enjoy hanging out with each other. I learned a lot from her. But I guess some story has to end. I guess we both need to grown on our own.
Anyways, The very same day, we exchanged new numbers and decided to meet each other at starbucks near our place. I didn't know what to expect. I was thinking maybe we are too much apart that we don't have anything to talk about anymore. Maybe it would be a little awkward.I mean, I haven't heard from her in years and haven't got any news from her. What would be my first words? What would I tell her? You know.. those things.
But it was surprisingly comfortable. Parang dati pa ren. Parang one week lang kami hindi nagkita. Sobrang kuwentuhan to the max. And new topics! Like Billups, T-Mac, Kobe, Conspiracy, Lozada, Nickleback, Blogging, etc. Nakakatuwa talaga sya. Six hours kaming nag chikahan. And after a long time, naka 3 bote ako ng beer, ng hindi nagiging tipsy. I guess ganun talaga pag di mo napapansin ang naiinom mo sa sobrang saya ng kuwentuhan. I'm glad to see her happy self again and much more contented. She's still the same but somehow changed.. labo ba? hehehehe.. She still stands for what she believes in. She's one of those few kasi na masasabi mong totoo sa sarili.
It's a start of an old friendship. Labo ba? Pero if you were in my place, I guess maiintindihan niyo. I'm looking forward to see her more and talk about stuffs again and to learn more from her. Sobrang happy :) Lalo na maisip mo na hindi lang pala patikim ang friendship niyo nun and matutuloy ren pala sya on its own time. Wala lang, nakakatuwa lang isipin :)
I am not a big fan of valentines. Baka defense mechanism lang. Pero this year was different. It was the first time I spent it with a special someone :). He picked me up at the office and we spent the evening together. Knowing him, I know it's really an effort. And I'm really glad he did it because it made me love him more ♥
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I also went home to the province last month. It was a BLAST! I mean, it was more than what I expected. You see, my brothers and I rarely get together. I think this is the first time that we all went together to the province, as in family lang namin. Walang aunts, walang cousins. Except for a close friend (Chesca was with us). Nakapag bond kami through DS, PSP, eating, smoking, drinking (with our Lolo who drinks red horse), etc. I'm happy na close kami ng mga kapatid ko. Bihira lang kasi ako makakita ng ganun eh. Eheheheh.
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Also went to Galera last weekend with my girlfriends! Ang saya kasi sunog kami lahat, ehehehhe. And nakapag relax kami. Sarap ren uminom ng beer ng hapon kahit mainit basta asa beach, mas masarap ren ngayon ang mindoro sling nila. Ehehehe. ANG HIRAP MAG UNDERWATER POSE!! eheheheh.. Sana talaga I have my own PC na para I could post my pictures.. haaaay...
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Sabi ko I'll try to update as much as possible, ang nangyayari puro recap lang.. huhuhu...
We left saturday morning (June 30) and arrived at Mactan International Airport. Walang sinabi sa domestic airport ng NAIA.. ehheehe.. We headed to the port to go to Bantayan Island. We stayed at Kota beach resort, and luckily we got to see the sand bar. Afterwards, before snorkeling, we went to Ogtong resort to see the cave. Ayos naman, mas nakapag swimming ako sa cave dun kesa sa Hingdanan cave in Bohol. When we were about to go snorkeling it rained (bummer), so we went back to Kota. Nothing beats beach + beer + cigs + cool weather. We ate dinner at "Marisqueara O Portuguese", eat all you can baby for only 195 bucks! Seafoods itech! Gusto ko pa mag crabs, kaya lang I was too full. After eating we were tired so we headed back to the resort for a drinking session. It was a perfect setting... drinks, full moon, summer playlist, and great friends. Tamang inom lang, we weren't drunk at all before we went to bed.
*sunrise during our plane ride*dove pose @ kota beach resort in Bantayan*
Day 2
The weather was finally clearing up. Breakfast and photoshoot before we went to Malapascua. It was a 2 hour boat ride (ng walang sandalan). We were hoping the rain clouds we saw won't reach Malapascua. Malapascua is a small island that you can tour in 2 hours by foot (sabi sa brochure.. hahaha). We checked-in at Blue Coral Resort. The view from our veranda was great! Shore sya na mabato pero malinaw ang tubig.. Nakakatuwa.. heheheh.. We had lunch at La Dolce Vita. Panalo! Promising! Gusto namin mag franchise! Hahaha. My 300+ worth of lunch was woooorth it! Gambiretti alla Sorentina.. yum! And also their panna cotta. Hahaha. God was good. The rain in bantayan was a blessing. You see, we were not planning to snorkel in Malapascua. But since it rained in Bantayan, we decided to go snorkeling. Ayos ren kasi diving spot pala talaga ang Malapascua, so ok ren ang mga snorkeling sites niya (although for me, mas maganda yung sa Bohol, plus lang na may Japanese shipwreck sa Malapascua). Dun ko nalaman na maliit lang island, kasi inikot namen sya. We also saw that the place beside the view from our veranda was acutally a graveyard, creepy ahahahha. We had dinner (which did not reach the oomph level of La Dolce Vita) and went back to the resort to sleep.
*gambiretti alla sorentina @ la dolce vita (currently my fave italian resto)*view from our veranda*
Day 3
Some of us woke up early for massage, while I stayed in bed. Hehehe. After breakfast, we headed to the beach for some swim and sun. Dun kami sa tapat ng La Dolce Vita kasi hindi masyado mabato dun. Some kids were even fishing while we were swimming.. as in sa shore.. Ang linaw ng tubig dun sobra! I just love it. Photoshoot ren, pyramids, jumps and dove poses (which I do not there show you guys =p). Had early lunch at La Dolce Vita, sarap kasi eh. Tapos we got ready to leave Malapascua for the city. Muntikan na nga kami di makaalis because we were left behind by the ferry (mga late kami ehehhehe). Buti na lang may mga special trips. Ang haba ng biyahe from the port to the city! Almost 4 hours, pero ok lang kasi chikahan galore kami sa van. It was already dark when we arrived in the city. A little cleaning up and rest before we headed to TOPS for dinner. Ang ganda ng city lights, plus full moon pa. Sayang lang we forgot to bring our tripod.. and jackets. Pero ok ren. The food was ok, lasang tocino yung barbecue. After dinner (and picture picture), we went to Ayala mall for coffee. Bo's coffee kami since locally made naman sya. I like it better than Starbucks because starbucks coffee is too sweet for me. After coffee, we headed back to the hotel to rest. It was the latest sleep for me sa whole cebu trip.. 1 AM.. o diba?? ang tanda ko na I can't stay up late anymore. Hehe.
*view from la dolce vita*pyramid!!*view from TOPS*after dinner @ Bo's coffee*
Day 4
City tour! We first went to Sergio Osmeña's ancestral home. Interesting place. Cool cadillac. 1940's ata yun tapos aircon na and auto transmission. Next stop, Basilica del Sto Niño and Magellan's cross. Then Philippines Taoist temple before going to sutokil. Mehn! Seafoods galore!! Well the city tour was spent more on photo-ops. Hehehe. We arrived at the airport an hour early so we had to wait.
*Cadillac*Basilica del Sto. Niño*Magellan's Cross*Taoist Temple entrance*Taoist Temple*
I had fun at Cebu, but it's such a big place. Four days is not enough. Hehehe. Panalo yung mga kasama ko =D. Maraming memorable "lines" (especially from Joy, example na lang yung title ng post) and places. I want to go back, especially to Malapascua (beacause of the place itself and La Dolce Vita).
Anyway, the above post is too detailed. Ang boring basahin, pero ayos lang, binasa niyo pa ren. Haha! Rami kasi namin ginawa and I was too tired to blog agad, kaya yan.. walang thrill. Hehe.
Oh did I tell you I almost drowned? Well not really, I just got tired from threading in the water. Before the "almost drowned" part, manong bangkero was nice enough to throw the ropes to help me go back to the pump boat.
And the japanese shipwreck rocks! Kahit unti lang nakita since takot na ko lumayo, and I'm tired. Creepy ren kasi feeling ko may makikita akong japanese sa ilalim ng tubig. Ehehehe..
Tapos, yung dinner sa malapascua, we were beside japanese guys who were with pinays who were loud. They keep shouting "shot! shot! kiss! kiss!" (I'm not sure if it was shoot or shot pero they were drinking so I assumed na shot). But then, nice naman yung isang pinay dun kasi we got to ask her for directions.
Rami foreigners sa Malapascua, some stay for weeks, and the people are nice (except for one crazy lady). Nicer than those in Bantayan. Mas ma-asikaso sila eh. Photo-ops are rampant too! Just remember, wag pagpaliban ang mga magagandang kunan, kasi baka di niyo na daanan ulit. A lesson I learned during our snorkeling trip, iikutin pala namin yung island, eh I thought dadaanan namen ulit yung mga nde ko na kunan ng pictures.
Sinabi ko na ba na masarap sa La Dolce Vita? The first italian restaurant in Malapascua?
Basta, masaya sya. And maganda. I don't advice staying in the city if you're in Cebu, malaki sya so go explore!
Just like Baler, for more info visit Shelley's blog. Although di pa na post as of the moment. Some of the pictures are taken by Shelley, Joy, Tar and MJ. Maybe I'll post more picture on my next posts.
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But seriously, while waiting for the plane, I can't wait to go home. I missed Manila. Hehehe.. The trip helped a lot, since I realized that when I got to work, I accomplished more than what I usually finish. Hehe.. Refreshing kasi... Can't wait for the next PLG trip =D
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Other pictures are still to be uploaded. Still undergoing filtering process.
Yeah, I know.. I'm not as boyish as before (I've grown into a lady.. nyahhahahah!! kiddin). But there's still a bit of boyish-ness in me. I'm still one of the boys anyway =).
I just wanted a plain template, something I can easily modify. So I guess, this template is better for me. And I'm kinda tired of my old template anyway.
It's still on the works though. I don't know what to add... yet. I'm sure I'll think of something =)
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Tin is back! Well for 20 days that is. I hope I could spend more time with her. We plan to go out of town next week... sana may cash na dumating.. ehheheheh..
pictures ng mga licious.. ehehhe
pacute mode wacky raw mas wacky pa.. well si tin lang ata.. hahahha
ganda nmen no? hehehehhe
We went out last night to meet our hundred islands friend.. as usual hot seat si tin and james =p.. at in fairness kinilig ako.. hahaha! (Peace tin =D ).. anyway, hope the plans we made pushes through.. para masaya =D
I will respond by emailing you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
You will update your blog with the answers to the questions.
You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.
Here are her questions:
1. Where is your ultimate dream vacation?
ooooh... hmm, currently dreaming of going to Palau Islands.. hehehe.. or anywhere tropical that would beat the Philippines best beaches ^_^ Hopefully I have 100% confidence or at least the bod to wear a bikini by then. Hahaha!
2. What is your ultima meta in your photography?
To have my own exhibit =D as in yung may sponsors and everything.. pero sobrang layo pa ata nun.. ehehhehe
3. Currently, as in now na, what song do you want to sing to your significant other?
[Neyo:] You wont let me You upset me girl And then you kiss my lips All of a sudden I forgive (that I was upset) Can't remember what you did
[Rihanna:] But I hate... You know exactly what to do So that I cant stay mad at you For too long thats wrong
[Ne-Yo:] But I hate... You know exactly how to touch So that I dont want to fuss.. and fight no more Said I despise that i adore you
[Rihanna:] And i hate how much i love you boy (yeah...) I cant stand how much I need you (I need you...) And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoa..) But I just cant let you go And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)
sakto!!!
4. What qualities of a guy will make you have a crush on him?
hahahahha! marami eh.. para maraming choice.. magaling kumanta, sumayaw, mag-basketball, mag-gitara.. aaaand.. tall, dark and funny... yung mata napaka pungay.. yung parang papatay pag tumingin.. loooong eyelashes, dimples.. hihi..
5. Name top 3 places to do it and why. Ikaw na ang bahala mag-interpret sa "it" :P
Kelangan talaga nde specific ang "it"? Pero from PLG thread, itutuloy ko na lang.. ehehehhe.. minsan lang naman ako mag post ng naughty stuff dito eh.. But it doesn't necessarily mean I've tried it.. fantasies ito! hahahah
Sabi nga ng isang dyosa "May bahay naman"
[edited: top 3 lang pala.. excited ako eh.. nyahahhaha]
1. Bedroom: Syempre, normal naman diba? Kelangan pa ba ng explanation? Ehehehe..
2. Couch: Usually it starts with cuddling naman.. and sarap mag cuddle sa couch.. and para d masira momentum, dun na lang! Hahaha
3. Kitchen and Dining Table: I've seen it on the movies.. and they seem to enjoy it.. hehehe..
4. Stairs: Challenges your flexibility.. haha!
5. Bathroom: Ligo agad after.. hahahahha! I remember what my friend said.. "Ayoko mag s*x with a foreigner.. di sila naliligo after.. " somebody asked pano niya nalaman.. "Napanood ko sa movies"
Reading the answer for #5.. I realized it's a proof of how the media influences us. Konek?? hehehehhe
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I had my hair straightened (Sabi ko sa niyo, di na ko boyish.. I survived 6 hours in a salon.. hahahha) and the only person who said that my old unruly hair looks better is my boyfriend. How cool is that?
And his moodiness is starting to annoy me. Or maybe my patience is just a bit short today. Haaaay...
Minsan I wishes he grows up! Na sometimes he knows how I feel.. pag tumatahimik sya bigla.. Alam niyo yun.. 1 minute ok sya, tas the next minute, biglang tatahimik. Nakakainis! Or yung asa gimik ako, and he makes me feel na hindi sya ok about it.. pano ko maeenjoy diba?? Haaay..
I now can use my deviantart account. Hopefully I could learn some techniques from other members.. and sana nde ako magsawa sa hobby na ito.. ehehhehe...I'm talking about my photography. Check out my first "artistic" attempt.
I'm not much of a reader, but I bought myself Paolo Coehlo's "The Witch of Portobello". I hope it's as good as other Coehlo's book I read. I'm not much of a book-junkie, so this is something different for me.
I guess I'm bored with my routine so I'm trying to insert new things... heheh.. I hope it helps.
I feel like I have no time for myself anymore. I do hope I find some time.
Tin's coming back to visit PI for 20 days!! I'm soooooo excited ^_^
I had this training last week and it made me sick.. literally sick.. as in fever and all.. ang lamig kasi sa training room plus it was mind draining. Dagdag mo pa yung weather sa labas na sobrang init na I had to endure just to keep my body warm. Anyway, I thought that I won't be able to go to Talipanan with my officemates, but the meds work. Yay yay!!
Anyways....
Talipanan is way better than White Beach galera.. less people, clearer water, and less boats.. heheheh...
We stayed at Bamboo Lodge (or Bamboo House.. I forgot), and the people were friendly. They also serve great mango shakes! yum =9
Since I need to rest, I have no realy physical activity when I went there.. in fact, I fell asleep on the beach.. yeye.. ehehhehe.. But I took my camera with me so I just took pictures of my officemates who were enjoying what they were doing.
Hihi, kinakapa ko pa ang aking bagong camera. Check out the other pictures at my multiply account. I love my new camera.. rme ko natututunan everytime I use it.. hihi.. ^_^
Finally! I got to post pictures on my blog. My brother and I bought our wireless rounter and I have my laptop back for a while (since my friend's going to borrow it for a few days). Anyway, I still have to rest.. no I'm ok na.. past time ko lang talaga ang matulog.. ehehehhe...
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BTW, nasira phone ko.. nainitan kasi sa shore.. nag sun bathing.. ayan natuyo ang L sa LCD.. ehehhe.. sana maayos pa.. huhuhuhu.. ang ganda kasi dun sa gilid nung beach.. dun sa mabato.. nilangyon namen, ang linaw ng tubig.. tas may mga maliliit na isda.. parang dilis.. ehehhe.. kaya ang tagal nmen dun.. ehhehehe..
pagbalik nmen,una natuwa ako.. kasi nakita ko phone ko nakatiwangwang sa shore.. unang pumasok sa utak ko "Huwaw! walang kumuha".. pag hawak ko sobrang init.. kaya yun.. katuwa nga eh.. kasi natatawagan pa ko, d ko man lang makita kung cno tumatawag.. tas nakakainis kasi may natatanggap ako na text, d ko naman mabasa.. in short, mixed emotion.. eehehehhe...
After 3 days of misunderstandings, away-bati, arguments and almost on the verge of breaking up.. I'm really glad we're ok again. First time namin nag away ng ganun katagal.. and it was over the usual petty stuffs.. not telling him that I'd be coming home late, hirits na di niya gusto and the way I wear my clothes. I know it's mababaw, pero nag sunod-sunod kasi.. and maybe ayaw nmen magpatalo pareho kasi feeling namin tama kami kaya nagkapatong patong and there were things that was said that I hope he didn't mean.
Pero like I said, ok na kami.. nakabawi na kami sa isa't isa ng mga lambing at kisses na namiss nmen nung days na magkaaway kami.. *kilig* Sabi ko naman diba? Hanggang kaya, I'll try to make things work..
Baby, bawas bawasan ang pag drama ha? and wag masyado sensitive.. and sana maniwala at magtiwala ka sa ken pag sinabi kong ikaw lang talaga.. 'di pa ba obvious??? =p love you lots! tara! inggitin pa naten sila! hahahhaha.. and deal naten ha... "suntok sa pader = - QT" hehhehe
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I'm on webcam right now with my cute li'l cousins faye and maye (cute names.. their elder sister is named kaye... hahahha).. Ang kukulit pa ren..
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Mark B texted a while ago... mehn I miss that guy.. He's one of those guy friends na sasabay pa sa ken hanggang SM north (from UST) para lang may kasabay ako pauwi kahit na may shorter and cheaper way for them. May girlfriend na raw sya, name is Abi ren.. ahhahaha.. I haven't seen him in years! and excited ako makita sya ulit.. CS2k5 outing na!!!! Please!!! I need you guys!!! hehehehe
Mehn!! Bohol is the coolest place I've ever been to. I wanna go back!!!
Our flight was around 6 am so we have to be in the airport early.. It was my first time to board a plane. I just have to take the window seat. I can feel my ear bursting but I don't care. My mind was wandering.. I imagine myself jumping off the plane and landing on a puffy cloud.. hahaha.. I felt like a kid.
We arrived at bohol and met Kuya Tata. He's one of the locals who wait for tourists at the airport to tour them around for a fee of course. But he was nice. We first went to see the blood compact site. We embarassed ourselves by trying to identify who is Magellan. Tata answered us "Si Datu Sikatuna yan at si Legazpi... si Magellan asa Cebu". Hahahah... Just shows how much I learned at history class. We then went straight to see the famous chocolate hills. It was a beautiful sight. We climbed more than 200 steps just to see the view. Next stop was the butterfly farm whose name I forgot. The people there were really friendly. They explained to us how butterflies mate, live and grow. I understood more from them than my science teachers. Hehehehe.. We then went on our way, took some pictures of the man-made forest that according to Kuya Tata was made during the 1950's. We also went to see this hanging bridge. It was scary to cross it. But it seemed stronger than the ones I see on TV. We took a bamboo raft to get back to the other side.
Next stop? Lunch at the Loboc River. You pay 260 bucks for a buffet lunch while you cruise the river. We had to wait for almost an hour for a floating resto. Because we were so hungry, we were already finished with our lunch before the.. err.. boat left the dock. Mehn, the river was amazing. It made up for the waiting, and not so good food. I had to stop myself jumping in the water. It was so relaxing that I wanted to sleep on the floor. I have to take the Loboc River Cruise when we get back to Bohol.
I also got to see tarsiers!!! They're so cute I want to bring them home. Ehehehhe.. The "ale" that take cares of the tarsiers is kinda rude so we weren't really that enthusiastic staying there.
We stayed at Dumaluan Beach Resort. The room was ok, the water from the shower is less salty than Alona's Beach Resort (well, that's what Lowy said...). The water was clear and the beach was clean.. except for some seaweed that you wouldn't mind. I was so tired that after dinner, I took a shower and hit the bed.
Next morning, we went Dolphin watching (where I saw dolphins from a gazillion meters away, but I don't care at that time.. at least I saw some) then we went snorkeling at Balicasag Island. It was also my first time and I was so amazed. The corals were just right in front of me, especially the colorful, salt-watered fishes. I never thought that fishes are bread addicts.. hahaha.. I was scared that they would bit my fingers off. After snorkeling, we went to Virgin Island where we could see the sand bar. It was still low tide so the sand bar was longer than usual. We sun bathed a while then played frisbee and just when it was about to rain, we headed of back to the resort.
After lunch (yes, there's more).. the land tour continues. We went to the Hinagdanan cave. I was scared at first because it was dark. The water was tempting, but I imagined the lochness monster coming out from it. After a few pictures, I knew I just had to dive in. Well, not really dived but you know what I mean. Aha! I conquered my fear. *lol*. From the cave, we went to Mag-aso falls. The one that you see on WOW Magic Sing =). It was a beauty. I slipped on one of the rocks, but I'm still alive.. ehehhehe. Too bad I left my phone on the car so I have no pictures of it right now.
For all those who are going to Bohol. You have to have dinner at the Bohol Bee Farm. I swear! It's one of my fondest memories. The food is great and so are the staff. The ambiance is wonderful! I just have to go back. When? I do not know. Heheheh..
We headed back to the resort, cleaned ourselves up, and the inuman session (which is always on the itenerary). A few hours later it was good night for me.
Too bad we have to leave the next day. I woke up late, meaning it lessened my final sun bathing time. We had breakfast, packed our bags and left the resort. The flight was delayed, but I really don't care because part of me does not want to leave bohol yet.
Now I really want to travel more.
A few extras: *Bohol was so clean that I was hesitant to smoke cigs (but still did) **One thing I disliked about Bohol is some of the people are not that friendly. I don't know if it's because we're not foreigners or they're just not really friendly. ***Tortillos at the resort costs 45 bucks, and taquitos costs 65. You have to pay for drinking water and styro's (for take out) are not free and is taxable. Unlike in the Bee Farm where there are water dispensers ****Thank God for Cebu Pacific.
Like spend time with him, work, play basketball.. etc.
We see each other almost every day and I know some people think it's not healthy. But then we are "just friends" most of the time we're together. It's only when I go to their place or we are alone that we can be "us". And I think that set-up is ok, because it sometimes healthy for us... unless sometimes I want to make lambing but can't because.. just because. I'm happy when I'm with him although sometimes he's mainarte.. hehehe.. And mind you, he's not intimidated by me and I guess that's one reason why I feel this way for him.
Work is kinda hectic. The enhancement I developed last year is now ready to be uploaded to production... just when I kinda forgot the things I did for that enhancement. I still have 2 pending documents and 1 ticket besides the enhancement. Whew! Stressed medyo..
Like I said, I'm playing basketball in our company sportsfest and mehn! I got injured on the same foot just a week apart. Just when I thought the first sprain has recovered, I tripped again and sprain, or as what Tar said, re-injured my left ankle. I guess it aggravated the first one and now it somehow lokks like it's decaying. It swollen up to the point that I don't want to walk it anymore. But then, pasaway nga ako... ehehhehe.. It's better now. I mean I can walk like a normal being and not like a penguin. I hope it gets better by tuesday. Oh, and because of the injury, I missed our first game in volleyball.. =( Pasok pala kami sa semis sa basketball.. yun ang dulot ng mga injuries ko.. ahahhaha.. sana makalaro ako sa tuesday.. =p
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My blockmates and I went to galera last weekend. There were more of us than I expected and I'm glas they came. I had fun and I had the tan that I like (preparing myself for Bohol). Grabe yung alon nung papunta kami.. scary.. heheheheh.. I want to return to Galera with my blockmates (especially those who did not come the last time), or my barkada here in our place. Wag lang peak season.
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Ang rami ko gusto kuwento.. sobra.. kaya lang parang old news na pag nipost ko dito.. and pictures too!! Hahahaha. Howell.. See you again! Hopefully I'll be able to post more often again. =)
Lasing ako kagabi.. as in wasak! hahaha! Gewang kung gewang.. UWAK!!! huhuhu.. vodka, tas granma.. tas red horse.. san ka pa! Hehehehe.. Special mention ang cute ni BJ last night.. first time ko nakita naka bihis ng panlabas.. ARBOR SHOES!!!!! kaya lang anlaki sa ken eh.. hahahahahah..
Masunurin ako.. nung sinabi ni Dadi at ni Chel-chel na uwi na ko.. umuwi naman ako.. ahhahaha! Kelangan pa alalayan ni Chel.. at gumewang pa.. hahaha!! LASING!!!!!
Almost complete naman kami.. si chesca lang ata wala kasi xmas party ng company nila.. And andun ren si Doc.. sayang lang Me-an had to go home early..
and mehn!!! sarap ng LECHON!! panalo!!! salamat kela monjo.. ehehehhehehe..
thanks sa club six... ate na kung ate, pero mehn! ang kukulit niyo boys!! ehhehehe..
BARAHA PA!!!!!!!
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I Had dinner with Drei, Shel, Julie and Sherbee last wednesday night. Xmas dinner.. kuwentuhan over YC Pizza and KFC bucket. So ayun, ako hot seat.. for the longest time, na hot seat ako.. hahahahahha! Eh may kukuwento kasi eh.. ayon.. I bought Julie her hello kitty bag and slippers (sya kasi nabunot ko), and Drei bought me the latest Incubus CD (Light Grenade)!!!! wooooohoooo!!! Sound trip ito!!!
OC si sherbs...
Kelangan nmen ng space ni Shelwin.. (but still, I love him! ehhehehe)
Love team ko pa ren si drei.. kahit anong mangyari!!!!!!! WALANG KOKONTRA!!!!!
And si julie, natututo na! ehhehehehehe
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I miss my college buddies.. and my HS Beerkada.. wala lang.. tagal ng walang happening.. last was Poli's Bday.. tas yung sa HS Beerkada, yung time ata na nalasing si Issa sa 1920.. ehehehhehehe...
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FRISBEEEEEEE!! Woooohooo!! Scored another touchdown.. and intercepted a crucial throw.. kahit talo kami, ayos lang.. ehehhehe.. ganda nung laro ko eh.. ^_^
Anyway, importante naman sa ken yun.. yung nag eenjoy sa sport mo.. hindi yung nagpapakapagod ka para manalo, pero hindi ka naman nag eenjoy..
opismate: Hindi ba mas masaya pag nanalo? yours truly: Hindi ba ang panget talo ka na nga, malungkot ka pa?
totoo naman diba!!!!!!!!!
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BABAE AKO!!!!!!!!! BABAE AKO!!!!!!!!!
buti na lang andiyan PLG.. at least kahit papano nde ako one of the boys dun.. ahahhahaha..
Turn down the lights, turn down the bed Turn down these voices inside my head Lay down with me, tell me no lies Just hold me close, dont patronize - dont patronize me
Chorus: cause I cant make you love me if you dont You cant make your heart feel something it wont Here in the dark, in these lonely hours I will lay down my heart and Ill feel the power But you wont, no you wont cause I cant make you love me, if you dont
Ill close my eyes, then I wont see The love you dont feel when youre holding me Morning will come and Ill do whats right Just give me till then to give up this fight And I will give up this fight
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When I heard this song after a very long time, I cried. Well not really cried (I was in the office that time) but tears were there, good thing I was wearing glasses. I guess, I thought everything was ok, I thought I can handle it... being just a special friend. I know I'm past that phase already but I thought I can handle liking someone who isn't. You can't force someone to feel something they don't so I just went with the flow. But even if I try to avoid thinking about it, the worst it becomes, the more I became confused.
I wanted to tell him so many things, but I don't know where to start. I don't even know if I'm in the right place to feel this way. I don't even know if he's interested to know why I'm feeling this way. Ang gulo talaga. Kahit ako di ko ma organize thoughts ko. I'm used to telling people how I feel. But not this time.
And I can only think of one way to fix this all...
I'm giving up this fight. Bahala na si batman.
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*stolen shots except julie's pic, hirap kasi kunan ng stolen, ang sensitive kasi sa camera.. ahahhahahah
Last night, I had dinner with these people at TGIFriday's. Had a wonderful wonderful time. Treat ni shelwin and andrei so mas masaya. Heheheh.. As usual, we talked about personal stuffs and joked about it. New expressions taken from Sherbs ("Fuck off!", "For crying out loud!"), updates from julie, plans sa future, marriage, sex, relationships, career, etc,. Mga jokes na nakakatuwa at nakakabaliw (kahit corny). Ehhehehe.. I love them so much and I don't know how my life would be if I haven't been friends with them. Nakakalimutan mo problema mo pag kasama mo sila, or pag hindi naman, napapatawa ka nila... It's hard to stay sad when you're with them. Ang masaya pa dun, ang rami nmen pagkakaiba sa isa't isa. Varied talaga personalities namen. Kaya siguro mas naging close. Ehehhehe.. Haaay.. can't wait for december 13!! ^_^
I love you frens,,, =p
*of course the post title is just a joke dearie... hihi..
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About me
loves the moon... loves to sing... 212223 24 years old..
scorpio.. loves to talk.. Graduating BUM!
... Junior Consultant.. THOMASIAN... loves her
friends.. selfish.. bitchy.. tactless.. loves to watch basketball and
plays volleyball, basketball, frisbee, and badminton. Drools over tracy mcgrady,
usher raymonds, pharell williams, brandon boyd, vic sotto and the likes.
self confessed masochist.. Loves the number
one.. emo.. loves drama.. listens to a lot of genre.. from
dream theater to patti austin.. easily falls in love.. heart
is easily broken.. doesn't believe in courtship.. tries
to believe in courtship. plays the guitar.. doesn't know how
to drive.. loves the color black..
not really emo but has her own share of emo-ness... ultimate
cam whore! missing the drama in my life..
kaladkarin.. simple pleasures in life: caffeine, nicotene, alcohol and very cold milo.
