I've been in my new project for about 3 weeks now. I'm still undergoing training so I'm not that busy. I'm enjoying it, since my idle time is spent online. I get to chat with old friends again and blog-hop and plurk and twit and mobwars... ehehhehe...
It took six months for me to get re-assigned. I remember requesting a re-assignment late last year. I told myself if I don't get re-assigned by the time I'm 25 (which is 3 months from now), it's time for me to move on... to another company. Which is really hard for me because I love the people here :(.
Then came the offer for the new project. It was hard to resist. (1) Because it's something new (Slightly web dev.. beats mainframe anytime), (2) New working hours!!! Yay!!!, and yes.. internet access.
So I said yes, and here I am.. blogging during lunch time. After how many days I've been here, I've been able to blog only now. Hehehe.
I miss my old project though. I miss the bonding I have with my team mates. I miss knowing most of the people you meet in the hallway.. But heck, you have to move on to learn new things, or is it you have to learn new things before you can move on? Either way, I'm learning new things and I'm trying to move on. This is for my career naman diba? Sana lang things would get much more better from here.
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Buti na lang andito si juliebee (One of my first friends at work) kaya medyo hindi mahirap para sa ken. Haha!
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A couple of nights ago, after drinking coffee late at night and I can't sleep, I edited one of my pictures to see how would I look with colored contacts.. teehee
Although the gray looks a bit brown.. ehehehe.. I likey all! ahahahah pero syempre di ko naman talaga kaya mag colored contacts. Di kaya ng confidence level ko.. ahahhaha.. Shy ako eh.. ehehhehehe
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Well I have a lot of things to post about pero outline ko na lang.. ahahahahah + Went to shelley's place last weekend for some drinks and pasta and wii!!!! + Playing badminton for an upper class is really challenging. Nabubugbog ako eh.. eheheheh + Bora this august!! wooohooo!! sana hindi bumagyo + Beauty Pill strikes again!!! and then backs out... para syang extra joss, temporary high lang.. eheheheh + So happy that I was able to chat with Yan-yan again.. but I can feel that we're not how close we used to be.. + College girlfriends are settling down.. where does that left me? Wild and free and bridesmaid to be.. Hahaha! + I hope he grows up. + I hate my brother for introducing mobwars to me.. pfft! + Finished HIMYM season 3!!! Weeeh!! mi ♥ barney!!! + I wanna watch PATD, Lifehouse, Foo Fighters (is it true?), Alicia Keys.. kainez naman ang raming concerts! + I love my brothers.. wala lang.. gusto ko lang sabihin.. ehehehhe
... marami pa eh.. pero inaalala ko pa.. so good luck na lang sa ken.. And tapo sna ren lunch break.. yosi break muna.. eheheh..
I wish I could blog more. *le sigh* ang raming beses ko na sinabi yun. Ehehehehe..
"let the sun shine.. let the rivers run away.. coz it's beautiful day now to play now, as i close my eyes and pray.. Lord have mercy on me.. coz i'm feelin kinda lonely, could you be, would you be.. my one and only"
WAAH!! Ang tagal ko na inasam na mag blog.. ngunit ako'y nakalipat na at d pa kaya ng budget ang DSL at desktop PC. Kamusta naman kayong lahat? Sana may naka miss sa ken.. ahahhaha..
Anyhoo, Masarap ren pala ang tumira malayo sa pamilya. Nakakaranas ng mga bagay na d ko naranasan dati. Nagkakaron na ren ako ng pahanon para sa sarili ko. Suwerte ko n lang at may mabuti akong housemate at chariot driver kaya nakakatipid kahit papano. Kaya lang marami pa ren kelangan bayaran, sana pag nabayaran ko na sila, may pambili na ko ng sariling kotse or pang down sa isang townhouse. Mas maaga na ko nakakatulog ngayon at mas nakakapag concentrate sa trabaho (oo!! nag o-OT na ko!! ahahhaha). Mas gumaganda ang pakiramdam at d na madalas ang tamaditis na kasakitan ko. Ang saya diba?
Nakatulong ren ang paglayo sa aking love life. Dahil mas nag loo-look forward ako sa mga araw na makikita ko sya, at nagkakaron kami ng panahon para sa aming mga sarili. Mas malimit ang away at tampuhan, at nag go-grow ang aming relationship to a semi-mature level.
Nakakamiss lang ang may mga tao kang kakilala na makakasalubong sa daan, may tindahan na mauutangan, may mga kuyang kinukulit at pinagsasabihan pag nag fee-feeling nanay ako. Pero eto na nga ata ang inaasam ko na pagbabago sa buhay ko para sa taon na ito.
Sana lang maka-ipon na ko, para masimulan ko na ang iba sa aking mga pangarap. Tulad ng pag-biyahe sa ibang bansa, pag bili ng sariling kotse o bahay at lupa, pag aral ulit, pag karon ng sariling kasalda na pinangalanan na "Corpus" o "Bigol". Kahit building lang o kuwarto sa isang marangyang unibersidad, masaya na ko.
O sya mga kaibigan, ako'y kelangan umuwi na.. nakigamit lang ako sa PC ng aking mabutihing team leader (dahil wala na sya). Nawa'y makapag blog ako ng madalas.. na may pictures na.. ehehehe..
xoxo
Bigol
(Manood nga pala kayo ng Iryu: Team Medical Dragon.. maganda sya! nakakaadik ehehehhe)
+ Went to Bora last november 29 to december 3. FIRST TIME!! Though I like Bohol and Cebu better. I guess I'm more of a beach bum than a beach party go-er. But still, I know how to enjoy and I left my mark at Bora.. 15 shots babeeeeeh!!! 15 shots and still standing!!! Hahahaha!!
+ Watched Avenue Q yesterday and it was one of the best! I kept laughing so hard! It's really .. real! I like how they used the puppets and still made the story realistic. WATCH IT!!!!!!!!
+ 1 year na kami sa january.. weeeeeeh!!! *happy happy kilig kilig*
+ Wala ng globe unlitext :(
+ Will be moving out on January... exciting!!
+ Might be moving to wordpress (Thanks ate sienna)
+ I want a new laptop, or a desktop.. haaaay... so i can upload more pictures.
I guess that's all. Well not really, but that's all I remember for now.. like I said, I need to update this blog more often. Hehehe
This is so funny, a few days ago I dreamt of Pen Medina.. Yes, the guy who played hagorn, the guy who raped cogie domingo in deathrow, the guy who played eds dad in tabing ilog, the guy who we have seen in a lot of movies but I never saw him played lead roles (not much of a movie junkie), but one of the greatest actor I've watched.
Oh yes, about the dream.. I was watching him working on a movie (an action movie) at this old house, and yes he was the lead character. I got to interview him afterwards and his answers were amazing (too bad I can't remember them when I woke up). After the interview, he continued the shoot and I met up with my friends. I was like "I'm going to blog about this!". Then one of my friends asked what project was Pen working on. I answered "Prison Break Season 3". That was all I could remember when I woke up and natatawa ako, bakit? Kasi journalist ako.. hahahah! Ang weird lang.. Hehehe.. =p
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Still haven't worked on my external HD.. more than 30GB of MP3's, videos and pictures.. :( oh and my updated resume.. kainis!!! sana kaya pa i-restore.. hayayaay..
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Had an argument a while ago.. =( ang sad.. bakit ganun? kahit mahal niyo ang isa't isa, may mga bagay tala na di kayo magkasundo
While my boyfriend and I were surfing youtube, we saw this, and now I'm watching/listening to his other videos.. and it's magic I tell you. Well maybe because I'm just easy to please or he really is that good! I haven't heard of him before so bear with me if he's already a known artist.
David Sides
playing Bobby Valentino's Anonymous
playing Robin Thicke's Lost without you
He plays more of the RNB songs like Buy you a drank, Icebox, Say Goodbye, Umbrella, etc.. but he has Coldplay too! Coolness =) and also Party like a rockstar! hahahahah..
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Many times I may hate my boyfriend because of our misunderstandings, he makes up for everything in just a minute or two.
Like hugging me while we sleep and I can feel he's staring at me.. adoring me (naks!)
Slow dancing with just the raindrops outside as our music..
Or just showing how much he loves me.
Wala lang.. kinikilig lang ako.. hehehe
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One line in Evan Almighty had me thinking about things
God: Let me ask you something. If someone prays for patience, you think God gives them patience? Or does he give them the opportunity to be patient? If he prayed for courage, does God give him courage, or does he give him opportunities to be courageous? If someone prayed for the family to be closer, do you think God zaps them with warm fuzzy feelings, or does he give them opportunities to love each other?
I've been paraying for a lot of things, and there are some oppurtunities that come and I'm too scared to take the risk. Like this condo thing.. I'm not sure if kaya ko.. pero I've been praying for it naman.. Pero should I buy a unit or just rent 1? ang gulo diba? :(
And discipline.. kaya cguro ako tumataba kasi nag ppray ako for discipline and ito yung oppurtunity na binigay ni God.. ehheheheeh..
I hate it when you hurt yourself by punching or banging your head on the wall. I hate it when you throw a big fuss over small things. You call some of our friends immature, stubborn, sensitive, "sablay" and "mababaw" like it's a joke when you yourself are doing the same things. I'm not used to anybody telling me what and what not to do. I hate it when you tell me you're going to die because you know how much I don't want to lose you. I hate it when you threat me that you'd do stupid things if things don't go your way, even if it's in a subtle way. I hate it when you don't listen to me, or when I have to repeat things over and over again. I sometimes hate it when you don't talk to me, that I look stupid and I try everything so you'd smile or at least talk to me. I hate it when you act like your life depends on me, when it doesn't. That's what you call responsibility, something I hope you learn. I hate it how you take no interest in what I do and not even show support.
I hate it when you don't even realize that I sacrifice my time for others (and especially time for myself) so I can spend time with you. I hate it when you make me feel guilty for choosing my friends over you. There's such a thing called balance you know. And my world does not revolve around you, it revolves around me, and that things that are important to me. My family, friends, work, God and you.
I hate it that with just one kiss that makes my knees weak.. or just one smile that makes me blush or just one hug that makes me melt.. everything's ok.. like nothing happened.. and I start to love everything about you again.
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And then ok na.. tas hindi na naman.. anong dahilan? Hindi ko alam.. hindi naman niya sinasabi as usual.. biglaan ang mood swings daig pa babae.. haaay... =(
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LISTEN to this.. I swear!!!! panalo sya! ahahhaha...
I was chatting with my cousin when she told me that my mom chatted with her and asked her if I was ok and my mom thinks I'm depressed.
Shelwin asked me something about tomorrow's game. I replied. He asked me if I was ok.. he said ang cold raw ng reply ko and hindi ako nag kukuwento..
Seriously? Do I seem depressed?
I slept 5 am last saturday and 4 am sunday, and it's already 1:30 am monday and I have work later..
I've been staying at the tambayan for 3 nights already, playing cards, acting like a kid.. I find it hard to sleep early.. well it's usually that way..
BTW, dared BJ not to smoke a single cig till december 16.. too bad he broke his promise. But then it's ok.. as to what RJ said, at least he is lessening his cigs.. ahahahhaha.. feeling ko tuloy ang sama ko kasi you can see it was really hard for him.. =p
what else... wala na..
my post is totally senseless...
But I'm not depressed, I'm just not totally happy.. hehehehehe
Naiinis ako!! The planned trip to galera MIGHT be cancelled. Huhuhu.. I was very excited pa naman. hayayay..
On the other hand, I got my starbucks planner already!! And timing! November 30.. so I can already use it for december 2006.. hehehehe...
Haaay..
And yes, I am enjoying playing frisbee. We lost last monday but won on tuesday. Actually, I really didn't mind losing because I was more focused on running and losing my.. ehm.. baby fats.. ahahahha! Grabe! good thing na ren siguro yun I lessened my cigs (yes, I,m not planning to stop it although I've been nicotene free for a month already.. except for the 2nd hand smoke.. hehehe)... But wait!! I'm craving for a stick.. because of the weather! Waaaaaaaah!!!
Was drunk the other night.. 2 mucho mugs was enough to make me do stupid things. Yes.. really stupid things. And now I have this scratch of my foot and elbow and I have no idea where I got them. Stupid stupid me.
Got our 13th month pay!! Yippee!! But I'd be using it to pay my credit card bills.. hahahahha..
can't wait for december 1.. galera!! (sana matuloy.. please please please) and cigs... and beach!! I want my color back!! huhuhuhu...
on the other note, I feel much better now. Emotionally and physically.
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I was able to talk to him.. but still not about how I feel, or rather what I felt when I tried to walk away. Everytime we have this sorta tampuhan or misunderstanding, the next day he acts as if nothing happened! Are guys really that way???? HE DOESN'T FRIGGIN CARE ABOUT WHAT I FEEL!! ok ok.. that was harsh, and was kind of bitter. Hehehe.. but then I'd rather think that way than think he did care but does not want to ask questions coz he can't handle it.. Haha!
He's still special though. And I do hope he knows that.
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Blech @ guys who wants trophy girlfriends. Blech @ gurls who are after good looking cars with tinted windows.. And oh yes, I forgot.. a boyfriend driver.
Haaay.. all these superficial things...
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SCREW ERIC SANTOS FOR SINGING "YOUR LOVE"!!!!!! first "I'll never go", now "your love"... sing your own songs dammit!!
*this message also goes to MYMP.. kudos to Nina for at least singing some original songs.. but still, I don't like her.
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Hilera is starting to grow on me.. Seriously... and Chillitees!!!
And btw, I have a wide range of mp3's, if I hear something and I like it, I don't care what genre it is, I will find a way to get a copy of that song.. I can hate a song but love the artist, or I can hate the artist but lurv the song, or I can hate both artist and the song, but listen to it anyway and maybe learn to appreciate it in a while.
My current playlist-of-the-moment includes songs from blue october, early november, matchbook romance, rufio, taking back sunday, dashboard confessional, finch, yellowcard, aqualung... and similar bands...
but I also have my hedkandi playlist, mushy songs (Patti Austin, Heart, Kenny Latimore.. etc), songs-I-listen-to-while-cleaning-my-room (N.E.R.D, Justin Timberlake, Pharell Williams, Usher, Craig David.. etc), OPM rulez (from APO, Smokey mountain to Kamikazee, Kjwan.. etc), and others. (Dream Theatre, Death Cab for Cutie, Carpenters, EBTG, Bossa Nova... etc...)
whew..
I need a backup hard disk before I can reformat this laptop.. sayang MP3's.. ahahahha!
and the second album of Hale is ok, but not at par with the first one.. one of my best buys.. ^_^
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About me
loves the moon... loves to sing... 212223 24 years old..
scorpio.. loves to talk.. Graduating BUM!
... Junior Consultant.. THOMASIAN... loves her
friends.. selfish.. bitchy.. tactless.. loves to watch basketball and
plays volleyball, basketball, frisbee, and badminton. Drools over tracy mcgrady,
usher raymonds, pharell williams, brandon boyd, vic sotto and the likes.
self confessed masochist.. Loves the number
one.. emo.. loves drama.. listens to a lot of genre.. from
dream theater to patti austin.. easily falls in love.. heart
is easily broken.. doesn't believe in courtship.. tries
to believe in courtship. plays the guitar.. doesn't know how
to drive.. loves the color black..
not really emo but has her own share of emo-ness... ultimate
cam whore! missing the drama in my life..
kaladkarin.. simple pleasures in life: caffeine, nicotene, alcohol and very cold milo.
